Not the Exception

Chapter 18

When I finally got to the beach I was listening to The Word Alive's cover of Heartless. Brison was sitting in his car, and I pulled in right next to him with my windowws down to where he could sing along. We have pretty simular interests I would say. I turned off my car, got out and locked it. Brison came from behind me and gave me a huge attack hug, I loved it. As we walked I noticed lit's of really cute guy's looking at me. None of them beat Brison though. I did like the fact I wasa being noticed my attractive people for once. We found a spot and laid out the two towels Brison had brought, because I was to dumb to remember one. Brison started shedding his cloths the second we got there. I pulled off my shirt and Brison turned red and smiled. Was that good?! Or was he laughing at me for being chunky? Ugh, Boys. "Are you not going to take your shorts off?" "I'm to fat to have my shirt off, much less my shorts I said in a dissapointed way. "You don't have an ounce of fat or chubb or anything on your body, Molly. You're the perfect size. "You have no idea how happy you just made me." I said trying to hold back happy tears. "It's true!" After that Brison pulled me in for a huge long hug. While we were hugging he asked if I wanted to go in the water. Seeing at though it was burning up outside, I almost yelled when I said yes. Brison then picked me up and carried me into the water, it was so nice to be in his arms like this. He has to like me a little bit. Right? We got to the water and Brison put me down, I felt the water and it was wonderful. It was like bath tub water, I ran into the water and Brison ran in after me. When finally caught up with me I was waist deep in the water and he tackled me the rest of the way in. We just stood on our knees for a while laughing and splashing each other. Then the waves got reall big, and we went as deep as I could without my head going under. the waves were so big, but Brison kept his hands on me at all times, and lifter me up when really big waves came. I was having the time of my life with him. I really like him. I smiled the whole time. then after a while we got out and laid out, but neither of us had sunblock, so when we started burning we jumped back in the water, it felt great. We played for a while longer, then went to the car and Brison got his wallet, he wouldn't let me pay for anything. After that we headed up to the snack bar. We both got ice cream, being Brison, he got a mixture of rocky road& banana split, I on the other hand got the smallest chocolate cone they had. On the way back to our spot on the beach Brison started talking about last night.. "I really don't know how to bring this up, but I feel like I need to explain myself after last night.." He said in a sad tone. A look of complete horror& dread swept over my face, I know. The entire time he paused all I could think was that he just wanted to keep being friends, but what if he just wanted sex..? Or maybe.. Just maybe he actually wanted to be wi- no. Nope. Not going there I thought to myself. After a long pause I said in a half laughing way "Brison, we really don't have to talk about this, I know we both just got carried away. Sometimes stuff like that happens between friends, and it's really okay.." A look of sheer disappointment washed over his beautiful, cool face, I tried not to think about why. "Well if it's not a big deal then I'll leave it be." He said in a disappointed way. I just didn't want for him to try and explain anything.. Seeing as though I have no idea how he feels, or if it would be what I wanted to hear. What did I want to hear? Deep down I knew.. I knew I wanted him to just tell me that he wanted to be with me& love me& kiss me like I was his angel like he almost did last night.. But I also didn't feel like being hurt again. I just wish that Phoenix knew how much he had just completely fucked me up! It's pisses me off to no extent that he has no idea how badly he messed me up when he did everything to me. And to think.. I almost lost my virginity to the prick! After I snapped out of my dream of Brison actually liking me back we had made it to our spot on the beach. With not another word being spoken we just sat there, ate our ice cream and watched the waves. After I was finally done Brison spoke up& interrupted the awkward silence and said " well I think I'm gonna head out.. If you want you can come back to my place& we can invite our people over have a little shindig.." Brison said this in a familiar "I wanna party" tone, I hesitantly agreed& we started making plans. Brison knows a lot of people from shows that are 21 so he went to work on finding the liquor. I had been to plenty of his party's, but never actually drank, I guess I'm the mom of the group so I felt I needed to keep an eye on things while everyone else partied their brains out, but not tonight. Tonight I was gonna go all out, but first I had to designate a mom. I called Chy strait away, since she definitely owed me for all the drunk shenanigans she's put me through. "Helloooooooo!" I heard in her overexcited tone. "Hey booboo, look Brison is having a party at his house tonight and I was just wondering if you could take my place tonight?" "What the hell are you tal- ARE YOU GOING TO DRINK YOU NAUGHTY LITTLE NUN, YOU?" " Yes! Sister Molly has left the building! For the night anyways.. Haha" " Omg, yes, actually hell yes, because I need to be sober to see this shit!" "Chy I am giving you my job because I trust you, not for you to put me on vine doing body shots!" "Molly, look, you can trust me, I'll be mom for the night, don't worry, I've been your best friend since we were fetuses, I'll take care of you& everybody else that Brison invites.. Speaking of which! What the hell is going on with that?!" "Nothing I promise, Chy! Look I trust you so, tonight I'm letting go& giving it to you, can you call everyone for me?" "Yes my love!" "Okay well, I'll see you toni-" Brison cut in as we were saying our goodbyes "Make sure to tell everybody to dress formally, this is gonna be huge, man!" "And uh, tell everybody to dress up? According to Brison this is supposed to be a eager or something?" "Okay, will do! Lova yeeeeew!" "Love you too, bbg!" I turn to Brison with a stern look on my face "what the hell have you planned, Bri?!" "Oh nothing too crazy, just our people& a few more& TONS OF BOOZE!" I'm worried to death obviously. We pack up& head to the car but a horrible though creeped into my head.. I haven't got anything to wear!!! Once we say our goodbyes I head strait home to rummage through my closet full of not so formal stuff.. Then I got to thinking what is formal..? What's too formal? Finally I said screw it and called Chy and to no surprise she didn't have anything either so I grabbed my keys on the way out& told my mom that I was going to get Chy, go to the mall, we were gonna come back and then head to Brison's. She told me that my check had probably gone in and asked of I needed more money and I said sure so she gave me ten bucks to put twards whatever I was going to get for this party.. When I got to Chy's Alyssa was also there so she tagged along, I don't mind at all, though, it feels so good to have so many people that I can always go be with and never have to be anything but myself. Once we got to the mall we went into Forever 21 and there it was.. A beautiful black lace dress, that had long laced sleeves and went right above my knees. We all stared in pure amazement. Chy finally broke out and said "Molly that dress was made for you, for tonight." I knew it too. Of course I had to try it on for size and yes.. It was quite perfect. While I was there I decided to go all out& get some thigh-high stockings and those clips that connect to your underwear so they'll actually stay up. I reluctantly picked out the perfect black velvet wedges while I was there, also. Chy's idea of course. She& Alyssa had their outfits set as well. We paid then left, but on the way out Chy had the most brilliant idea to go into the lingerie store, so we did. I found I matching black lace bra& underwear set on sale& I knew it was meant to be. Chy got some unmentionables that are too risqué to mention and we headed back to my apartment. When we finally got back the salon was in full swing. It was like NY fashion week in my bedroom. I was curling my long red hair into a Kardashian blow out& Chy was spiking her precious pixie cut into a badass, yet elegant Rosie the riveter type deal (bandana and all) Alyssa never did much with her hair but when she did she looked beautiful! And she did! Finally we all got dressed, I slipped into my purchases from the lingerie shop and started pulling my stockings up my legs (I had showers since the beach, FYI) slid into my dress and forced the sky high wedges I was forced into buying on and looked at myself in the mirror and almost started crying. Chy and Lys we're standing behind me memorized telling me how amazing I looked. I was ecstatic. I had never felt so beautiful.. So.. Me. 30 gallons of hair spray& perfume and we were off. My car wreaked of Aussie maximum hold& every perfume I had ever bought, but damn did we feel good. By the time we got there Brison's party was in full swing. All our people, plus people from shows, plus people from school were in all directions inside& out. I walked in the door and felt like Cinderella coming to the ball for a minute I swear the music stopped and all Evers were on me. I didn't like it much but then again how often does this type of thing happen? Finally the party went back to normal and we found our group, the guys dressed up better for this party than any formal we've ever been to, haha. Everyone had the usual "omg y'all look so good! This party will be awesome yadayada" when Chy blurted out "Just wanted to let all you guys know that I am acting as mother tonight, Molly has decided to join the dark side and drink tonight!!!" Everyone rejoiced and I couldn't hold back tears from laughing and everyone! I guess somewhere between Chy telling everyone Brison walked up behind me hovering over me (yes ever with heels on) put his chest against my back and out his hands over my eyes and said "what's this I hear about Mother Teresa drinking, huh?!" I quickly grabbed his hands and pulled him into our circle and said "why yes! She's going up her title tonight to a trusted friend& hopes she won't end up on the internet!" I a joking manner. "Well if all of this is true where's your drink, madam?" Brison's breath smelled like Jack Daniels already, but he wasn't completely gone yet. "My knight in shining armor hasn't rescued from my cursed state of sober ness yet, of course!" I said in a smart-assy tone. "Ah, well allow me, miss!" Brison said with the most precious grin on his face. First he gave me a shot of Jack, and I chased it with Smirnoff Ice, then a shot of Jäger mister, and I chased that, then I almost puked so I just sipped my Smirnoff. I obviously had some sickly look on my face still because Brison kept picking my chin up and making sure I was okay. Every time we brushed up against each other, or he roughed my chin it felt like electricity going through me. It was amazing& I couldn't stop giggling at everything he said, thankfully everyone but Chy was drunk so nobody noticed& she just kept looking at me with this grin on her face like she knew. I was about 3 Smirnoff's in when I started having to go to the bathroom. So I hopped off the counter where our group was a stumbled my way to Brison's bathroom, after I was finished I walked out almost tripping and some guy caught me. He was completely shit faced, probably more than me, and I said "thank you, but I'm okay" he grabbed my hips and pulled my body up to his and all I could do was keep pushing and he just kept saying "you need to see this room it's amazing there's a bed we can lay down on and everything we could just hang!" Finally I yelled "get the fuck off me you jackass!" And he still kept pulling me to Brison's room. Brison came knocking through people to get to me and grabbed me away from the creep and put me behind him and then proceeded to punch the guy in the face 3 times and kicked him out.. After that the party was pretty much over more people started to leave, because by that time it was like 1. Brison pushed the guy away from us and turned around to me, I was that drunk crying girl you see on movies, yes. "Oh my god, Molly are you okay?" He grabbed my in his arms and held me as I regained my sanity. "Yeah I'm okay, I'm just glad you came and rescued me because I couldn't get that guy away from me!" In a finally tear free voice. "Well you rescue me on a daily basis so, I guess it's only fair." In a half joking voice. He lead me back to our group where everyone made sure I was alright while he cleared the rest of the party out of his house. Our group was pretty tired and were ready to leave so it was just Brison, Chy, Alyssa and me at this point. Brison took Chy off to the side, but I could still hear what he was saying. "Look you guys head home, her mom knows she stays over here sometimes so she knows she's safe, I just wanna make sure she's okay after everything." "Yeah that sound good, just take care of her, Brison, okay? She's fragile, you know what I mean." "I always take care of her& I always will. You don't gave to worry." He said. I was pretty pissed. I thought to myself I'm fragile?? What the hell is that supposed to mean? I'm not crazy! Wtf. I let it go because by now I had sobered up a bit to where I could still calm myself down& know what was going on. By now it's 2:30 and we're both half drunk and completely exhausted. Brison walks them to the door while I start picking up empty cups and bottles and put them into a bag. Brison closes and locks the door behind them then walks over to me and grabs my hands taking the bag away from me. "You're not the mom tonight, remember? You took a night off for once!" He said. "I know that, I was just.. You know.. Momming around like I always do.. I can't help it, it's just in me I guess, haha" he let out a fake laugh."So now that we can really talk.. Are you really okay? I know that shook you up, what that asshole did to you." H said I a concerned tone. "Yes Bri, I promise I'm okay, I'm a big girl. I'm not as 'fragile' as everyone seems to think." I say in an irritated tone. "You heard that, huh? Well, you know Chy's just trying to be a good friend, after all, she knows I'm a no good boy, who is completely irresistible to all of the female population, of course!" He says. "You got that right." I whisper, but not quiet enough for him to not hear. "Wait what was that?!" "What? I didn't say anything!" I smirked at him. "Is that how you really feel? I'm irresistible?" He said in an excited yet curious tone. "Uh what? I.. Uh. I mean.. Yeah?" I say in a worried, in confident way. "But.. I mean. I feel that way about you Molly." He slipped. "What?! Brison, you've got to be kidding me! I mean me? What even?!" I say. "No you've got to be kidding me! Molly, you're the most gorgeous girl I have ever laid eyes on. I have never seen some one as bright as you. You shine like the light from the sun. You are my sun." He blurted out. A look of relief washed over his face. By now I'm in tears standing in his kitchen. "Brison, but I thought.. that you would never like me. I just never believed that you could like Simone like me.." "What do you mean someone like you? Molly, you may be broken but I want to be the glue that holds all your pieces back together. Why do you think I constantly want to hang out with you? You're all I think about! You save me every day, in more ways than you know! I just always thought you didn't like me like that, you just always cut me off anytime I start talking about that night." He said. "I cut you off because I was always afraid you would say it was a mistake! I never knew that YOU could like ME!" "The only mistake I made that night was not kissing your beautiful face when I had the most perfect chance, but I won't make that mistake ever again." His beautiful hands cupped my tear soaked face as his sweet lips finally touched mine. This was it, this was exactly what I wanted. Our lips kept moving our mouths gradually opening for each other, then he slipped his tongue in my mouth and I did that same to him. I felt this rush of pure magic wash over me as we kept kissing. Every kiss getting heavier and heavier. His hand finally moved down to my neck and through my hair. My hands cupped his neck and then he reached under my arm to grasp right between my shoulder blades and push me in closer to him then his hads made it up and down my back until they were on my hips rubbing is pelvis on mine& massaging my hip bones. He finally slid his hands down under the back of my legs and lifted me on to his counter top while we continued kissing. After a few minutes of this we stopped and just looked at each other and laughed. It was amazing we started kissing again and he picked me back up and carried me into his room and gently rested me on his bed& crawled on top of me. He put his hands underneath me and lifted me up so our entire bodies were touching. Finally he got off me and started taking my heels off and kissed each one of my feet while just staring into my eyes deeply. He then ran two fingers down from the tops of my feet to the top of my through a where he felt the clasps from where my through highs were connected to my underwear. He slid my dress up so he could see it all and just stared in amazement. He finally looked up at me and said "you are the most beautiful, sexiest woman I have ever had the privilege to touch, Molly." My face turned as red as my hair, I just know it.. "Th- thank you, Brison, nobody has ever said anything like that to me, you're amazing." I said in a sheepish tone. He unclasped my tights and began peeling them off of my goose bumped legs, it was intense. I started sitting up and turned around on his bed so he could unzip my dress. With shaking hands he started pulling, and as he pulled with one hand the other was tracing my back bone. His cold fingers gave me a chill. After he had me completely unzipped he tucked his hands in between my dress and my skin and started gently pulling it down my arms. After my back was completely exposed he turned me around and laid me back down in front of him and continued pulling my dress from the bottom, off my legs, then it was completely gone. He just stared at me like I was his master piece. HIS masterpiece. "You're perfect." He whispered. He then proceeded to pull off his shirt from the bottom up tossing his beanie off in the awkward process. I reached for the button on his pants and started unzipping them and then they were gone too. He laid is beautiful warm body on top of mine and began kissing me again. It was amazing. Every time our bare skin would meet in a new place it sent a shock right through me all the way to my bones. Finally he lifted me again effortlessly to where I was sitting up in front of him, he then picked my legs up and put them around his waist and pulled me in closer giving me another sweet, soft kiss. He reached his hands around my arms pressing his strong fingers into my back down to the back of my bra where he gently unclasped it and pulled it off exposing my chest to him. I was blushing just as bad as he was. "Amazing.." Melted off his tongue like an ice cube on a warm day. He laid me back down and started kissing me again. Then he reaches down and out his fingers between my underwear and my hips and slid them down my legs and we began. It was intensely amazing. He made me feel like a new person. Like a better more radiant, beautiful person. After we were done we pulled his blanket over our bodies wrapped up in each other's warm embrace and drifted off to sleep. The next morning when I woke up Brison wasn't next to me, I sat up in his bed where I pushed my hair out of my face and looked at the clock. 10:30, wow. How long has he been up, I thought to myself? I then wrapped the black silk sheet that was on his bed and opened his door to smell that familiar scent of delicious breakfast being cooked. I walked out of his room, my feet roughing the cold tiles in his house sent a chill down my spine. I finally got to his kitchen and he was standing there in his plaid boxers cooking with music on. He turned around and wrapped his arms around me embracing me like never before it was like two lightening stokes coming together to form this beautiful wave of energy. He had music playing while he was cooking and while we were hugging the first few notes of "Ain't no Mountain High Enough" came on and he let go of me tucked in the sheet I was wearing so it wouldn't come off out one hand on my hip and grabbed my hand with the other and started moving me around the kitchen while we sang our duet. He would soon me around and slide his hands on my back and do one of those bows you see in dance scenes on the movies. We were laughing and grinning at each other and once the song was over he kissed me on the nose and just laughed. I got all the empty bottles from last night off the table and set it while he was finishing up breakfast. He put everything on the table and while he sat down I was pulling out a chair next to him and he stopped me and motioned me to sit on his lap. He fed me eggs and I fed him bacon taking pauses between bites to take sips of coffee and just laugh at each other and at what we were doing. When we finished breakfast I stood up so he could get up and as I turned around to walk back to his room to get dressed he picked me up and carried me and laid me on his bed where he then got my bag that I brought and handed it to me. As I was slipping on my clothes he laid back on his bed with a huge grin trying not to stare. Thank god I hadn't brought pjs, or I would look like a homeless person for the rest of the day. I was proud of myself, I had actually brought another dress I had picked up a while back that looked like something strait out of the 70's. Off white with flowy sleeves and a lace up top with my moccasin booties. My hair still looked relatively okay looking from last night and my makeup didn't completely smear all over my face. Brison got dressed in some khaki shorts and a black v-neck that could've been purchases at baby gap, since it was so tight. I my showed how muscular he really was.. It's was hot, not gonna lie. When we were finally dressed and he stopped trying to lift my dress up and peek at my underwear we left his room and started cleaning up the huge mess from the party. By 12 we had every thing picked up and back to normal. I was standing by his back door looking out over the pool when he came up behind me and put his hands on my hips and pulled my body into his and said "what would you like to do today, angel?" I spun around and grinned and said "as long as I'm with you we could go to mars for all I care." He laughed and said "Well how about we call everyone and meet up at Traxx so I can let them know I finally got the girl of my dreams." I just smiled and laid my head on his chest.. I was finally home.