After a few hours Loki and I made our way to the dinning hall. People were starting to come out and head towards the dinning hall. It was nice to see everyone no longer wearing black. Everyone had on there usual armor and dresses. I realized that tonight was the feast in honor of Siff. I looked down at my dress and noticed it wasn't presentable for the feast. "Loki can we stop at your room?" Loki smiled, "Of course, you didn't think I was going to go to the feast without my armor?" I smirked at him. We walked past the dinning hall and into the palace. The palace was completely empty. "Everyone must be at the feast already." I peaked into one of the rooms, "Loki how late did we stay out?" "I am not sure love. We will find out when we go into my room." We walked into his room and I checked the time. It was nine o' clock! "Loki its nine! We have been out for five hours!" Loki smiled at me, "Well it is late, we must have lost track of time. We are only an hour late. Let's get our clothes shall we?" He walked over to his closet and pulled out a beautiful dress. It was strapless and can down to the knees. It was smoky grey and had black flowers on it. "Where did you get this from?" "I had one of the maids pick it out for you. Do you like it?" I smiled at him and walked over to him. I pulled him towards me and kissed him. He pulled away smiling, "I shall take that as a yes." I smirked at him, "What are you going to wear?" "My armor of course." He pulled his armor out, it looked freshly polished. He turned and smiled at me, "I will get dressed in the bathroom while you get dressed in here." I nodded. I waited for the bathroom door to close and looked at the dress. It was quite beautiful. I pulled off the dress I was wearing and put on the new dress. It felt so soft, the flowers were velvet. I turned to the mirror to fix my hair and put some make up on. I heard the bathroom door open and felt hands on my waist. "You look absolutely stunning." I smiled into the mirror looking at Loki. "Thank you. You don't look too bad yourself." He smiled and kissed my cheek. "Would you like me to zip up your dress for you?" I nodded my head. I felt his hands leave my waist and start to pull the zipper up on my dress. He stopped half way; I looked up in the mirror to see his face stone cold. "What's wrong?" I felt his cold hand touch where the dagger once was. I shivered and turned around. He still had the same cold look on his face. "What is the matter Loki?" He looked up and stared into my eyes. "I was remembering how I found you that day. You looked so hurt and all I could think was that I lost you." He suddenly grabbed my waist and pulled me to him. He smashed his face into mine and picked me up. I felt his hands let go and I was on the bed. His body was over mine as we continued to kiss. I was a bit concerned; he never kissed me like this before. I attempted to pull away but he just pushed his face harder into mine. He shifted his weight so I was now on top of him. I tried to pull away again but he put his hand behind my head so I couldn't. I felt his other hand go down my back and start to unzip my dress. What the hell was he doing? We had some where to be. I began to protest when a loud creaking noise appeared. Loki turned his head towards the noise. I smiled in relief; I was finally able to catch my breath. I was caught off guard when Loki pushed me off him. What is he doing? I looked up to see Thor, Freja, and Amora in the door way. "Brother, what are you doing? Is pleasure more important than a feast to honor Siff?" I could hear the hurt in Thor's voice. Loki got up off the bed and walked over to Thor. "I am deeply sorry brother I …" Loki didn't get another word out Thor put up his hand. "I do not wish to hear your lies brother. You missed the feast to have sex with your girlfriend. I understand completely now. You don't care for your family any more. You spend more time with her then me! Your own family comes second to her!" As Thor yelled he pointed his finger at me to add emphasis on her. "Your family should come first Loki! Not second! I know Siff was not very nice to you but the least you could do was come to the feast to support me and my loss!" I saw Loki's face, it looked absolutely miserable. He looked as if he was going to cry. I decided to chime in, "Thor you are not the only one to loose someone. We all lost a friend. You do not need to badger your brother about it." Thor turned to me with a crazed look in his eyes. "Loviisa do not talk to me of loosing someone. You and Siff did not talk. She detested you, couldn't stand looking at you. And I feel the same way." With that Thor walked out of the room. I felt tears coming to my eyes when Freja spoke. "I can't believe you. You're crying when everything Thor just said is true. I can't believe you didn't come to the feast Loviisa and I thought you were sorry." I looked at Freja and felt my neck getting hot. "Everything Thor said was not true! You know damn well that Siff wanted to be friends again! You told me yourself!" Freja shook her head at me, "Did it ever occur to you that I lied to make you happy." "Why would you do that?" Freja smirked, "Because when you are sad or upset people get hurt. Siff is a prime example of that. I didn't want another death to be on your head." I could feel the tears coming down my face. I was shaking with furry. How could she lie to me? "I know what I did was wrong but that doesn't give you the right to pass judgment on me Freja!" "Oh it doesn't!" Freja took a step forward, "I think it does considering I never murdered someone!" I lunged forward and slammed Freja into the door. "I may have murdered someone but at least I haven't been whoring around. I can't believe you Freja. You claim to be Siff's friend and you slept with her boyfriend once fiancé several times." Freja's face hardened and she shoved me back. "I think murder is worse than sleeping with someone." I smirked, "Don't sugar code it Freja you have been sleeping around with your best friends boyfriend. You're a whore!" That last statement that came out of my mouth seemed to echo through out the room. Freja glared at me for a few minutes and walked out of the room. Amora stood there smiling at me. "Well you sure know how to clear a room. On that note I will be leaving you to continue what we so rudely interrupted." Amora walked out but appeared in the door way again. "You should check on your boyfriend. He doesn't look good." I turned to Loki and saw the same miserable look on his face. Except he looked pale and there were tears down his face. I've never seen him cry before. I pulled him to me and hugged him. He wrapped his arms around me and cried. We stood there by the door for an hour or so; both of us crying. Loki lifted his head and kissed my forehead. "Are you ok love?" I nodded my head, "The question is are you ok? I've never seen you so sad before." Loki pushed me back and looked me in the eyes. "You didn't see me the day you broke up with me. I am sure I looked just like that." I smirked at him and pulled him towards the bed. All that crying was exhausting. I laid down on the bed and pulled Loki down next to me. He plopped next to me and smiled. "You are so beautiful." I smiled at him. He was so sweet. "Loki why were you crying before?" I know Thor yelled at him and everything but Thor always yelled. Why was this time any different? Loki looked at me for a few moments before he spoke, "I was crying because I let my brother down. I never realized how much he cared and the one time he needs me I fail him. I am ashamed." I smiled at Loki. He looked so innocent. I pecked his lips and smiled, "He's just angry; Thor will calm down soon and realize he didn't need to yell." Loki sighed and smiled at me. "Or he mite become even more angrier with me and try to fight Me." I smirked, "If he even lays a finger on you I'll beat the shit out of him." Loki shook his head at me with a stern look on his face. "Loviisa though I do appreciate your support your temper is what got us into this trouble and I would like to prevent any more trouble." I nodded my head. He was right. I got off the bed and walked to the closet. I pulled out one of Loki's shirts and began taking off my dress. I felt like I was being watched and turned to see Loki looking at me. I winked at him which earned me a smirk. I pulled off my dress completely and my under garments. I pulled on his shirt and walked to his bed. I sat down on the bed and smiled at him. "Well are you going to get changed or sleep in your armor?" Loki smirked and got out of bed. He pulled off his armor and placed it in the closet. He then began to pull off his shirt and smirked when I whistled at him. He pulled off his pants and pulled out a softer pair to wear to bed. He pulled them on and hoped into bed. I turned towards him and kissed his forehead. He smiled at me, "Thanks for the whistle and the wink. It cheered me up a bit." "Your welcome but do you know what will make you happier?" Loki smirked and pulled me close. Wait this wasn't what I had in mind. I wanted to read a story with him but before I could stop him he kissed me. His hand traveled down my back and began to pull my shirt up. I pushed his hand down but that only made matters worse. He pulled my leg around his waist and began to lift my shirt again. He finally pulled away and started kissing my neck. "Loki we shouldn't. I mean we can't, it's too much." Loki stopped kissing my neck and looked at me. "It is too much? What's wrong my love?" Ugh! Why did he have to call me that? He knows darn well that melts my heart. "Loki you should rest. You were just sad and crying. We shouldn't it wouldn't be right." Loki began kissing my neck and whispered is my ear, "But you're making me happy. Why go to bed sad when I could go to bed happy?" I sighed and pulled his face up to mine. "Loki I love you and I want to make you happy but I don't think we should do this out of sadness." He nodded his head and turned his back to me. "Loki I didn't mean to offend you." He pulled the blanket up and said, "You didn't offend me. You are right we shouldn't and besides we already did have some fun today. Goodnight." I looked at the back of his head for a few minutes before I turned over.
