We find disappointment in ourselves like long lost toys behind dressers
In school we find ourselves physically present but mentally absent
Depression at an all time high happiness at an all time low
Stress is the reason why we drop out dropping out of windows is our answer
We are killing ourselves over numbers
We go to school do something equivalent to our best but yet it still isn't enough
How come what I see good in my head doesn't meet your marks
We pretend to not be phased by every low grade
But slowly it tears us down brick by brick until we have nothing left shielding our motivation
After school we are left with fractions of ourselves
We will never be whole again
We are told to to aim high to achieve greatness but how can we even do our best when we have don't even have motivation to live
We are asked by teachers to reflect on what we did
What are we most proud of ,nothing
What we could have did better, everything
What if our doing better is not waking up that morning of
Or hurting ourselves because you know inside that your best will never measure up
We are told that grades don't make you but they sure do break you
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Spring Poetry Contest
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