Luna Swan (Jacob Black Love Story)

COTM

"WHAT!?...WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT??."I said
Carlisle took a deep breathe and then explained
"Your a COTM...child of the moon"he said
"What does that mean???" I asked
"It means charlie and Renee are not your parents....your a child of the moon....born from stardust on a blood moon"he said
"So I'm made of stardust what the fuck are you trying to pull??.??"I said
"Its the truth....your birthday is in two days...on that day Every 400 years there is a blood moon where a child of the moon is born...looks human...bleeds...eats...but your not human."he said
"I'm listening"I assured him
"The children of the moon are very beautiful...hypnotizing almost...but they are weak souls..in apable of reproduction....do you know why?"he asked
I nodded my head no
"Every child of the moon is drawn to one thing most indeffinatley...wolves...the wolves fall so deep in love with them that is your greatest weakness....one wrong lustfull touch of the wolf and the children would disappear into the fabric of time....the wolves would be the only ones to remember them until their death took them out of their misery...
The Moon children never survive  the wolves blow...."he said
"What????"I said
"If Jacob accidentally hurt you....there would be no turning back...Moon children are frail...the only thing they have strong is their beauty and love for their wolf....you would die if he even scratched you... and nobody except for him would remember you"he said
"H-....i-....how can that be??????"I asked him
"The souls of Moon children are drawn to their wolf...if their wolf hurts them...their heart is not strong enough to take it....and the moon wipes them from the earth leaving the memory only to the wolf"Carlisle said
I had nothing to say....how am I gonna tell Jacob....what am I gonna do ...he won't even touch me after I tell him....
"Thank you Carlisle"I said
"Your welcome...be careful"he said
I left the house and as I walked to the door the Cullen's and Bella looked at me
She wasn't really my sister....dad...isn't my dad....mom isn't my mom....
I cranked my rabbit and drove to Lapush Beach....the place I go to think
And I sat in the rocky sand watching the waves crash on the shore

Jacob won't hurt me....so I don't have to tell him...we have nothing to worry about....I don't guess

After thinking I went home and sat in the floor looking in the mirror.. .
Carlisle is right ....I look NOTHING like any of my 'family' members.... I don't look like anybody I have ever seen in forks....my pale complexion made sense now....along with my Deep blue eyes and pink lips
I have no parents...my body and genes are made up of STARDUST?
A star is a raging ball of fire that burns forever fighting he darkness of night ...I am made of stardust...LITTERALLY!

I brushed my long hair out and played on my bed looking at the ceiling... I don't know what I am supposed to feel right now...I'm not sad...I'm kinda confused...Jake will find out eventually...but I don't want to tell him ....basically I am the daughter of the moon and my soul LITTERALLY belongs to Jake
Speak of the devil
"Why the long face"he said
"Its nothing"I said
"I don't buy it"he said laying down beside me
I fake  smiled so he would shut up But he didn't buy that either
"What is it"he said sternly
"Just upset the cardinals lost their baseball game"I said
Lies...lies...lies....you shouldn't lie to Jacob Black because when he finds out he is gonna be mad at me
"The red head hasn't been around lately so your safe"he said
I'm not worried about Victoria
"What a relief"I said sarcastically and I sat on top of him

He looked at me wierdly
"What's wrong"he said
"Nothing" I lied and played with his fingers
He frowned and flipped me over where I was underneath him
"Well whatever it is your not gonna tell me so I'll make it all better"he said
He leaned down towards me pulling me closer to him and gave me several pecks of kisses all over my face
I giggled and put my arms around his neck and he shifted his body weight to lay on my chest and put his arms around my belly
"You smell so good"he said
"Okay that's nice because I haven't even taken a shower today"I said
He laughed
"Are we still on for that sleepover"he asked smirking
"Jake....I have to tell you something"I said
"Hm"he said nuzzling into me smelling my sweet scent of poppy flowers and stardust...😂🌌

"I'm not....human...."I said
He jolted up
"What do you mean?"he asked
I pulled Carlisle's red notebook out from under my bed and handed it to him ....he read it thoroughly and he looked sad
"I'm sorry I didn't know or I would have told you sooner"I said
"Its...okay"he said
"I know your not gonna hurt me so don't be afraid"I said
"Not on purpose...but what if I got mad at you like with Sam and Emily....Emily lived....you won't Luna"he said In a rough voice
"I know"I said
"I just have to be careful and calm with you I guess"he said
"Just try not to break me" I made a joke
He didn't laugh
Instead he just came back over to me and gave me a kiss on the forehead...it was gentle..VERY GENTLE
"I won't break you...and I swear nobody else will either....I have patrol today but I'm all yours tomorrow "he said
"Okay...I love you...be safe"I said
"Baby I'm a wolf...red heads don't mess with me....I love you to"he said and with this he jumped out my window and ran to the woods

Glad that's out of the way..
I went downstairs and sat next to my dad
"Your not my real father are you"I said to him
He looked at me and said
" I'm sorry I didn't tell you...I adopted you when Renee and I started having problems....that's why you got to stay with me and Bella went to Arizona...but I live you like a daughter and I have raised you to he my own"he said
"I forgive you....and you'll always be my dad"I said and I gave my dad a hug

"So Can I stay the night At Jacob's house tommorrow because Bella is going with Edward and your going out of town for fishing "I said

"Uhmm......does Billy know you'll be staying the night??"he asked
"Yeah"I said
"Is Jacob...okay ...he seems like something is bothering him every time I see him"he said
I lied
"Yeah he got a job working around different areas for lawn service so he's been kinda tied down"I said
I'm a good lier
"Then I guess that's okay....just if your gonna be ...physically...intimate...than ...take....precautions"dad said
"WHAT...DAD ...NO!"I said
"Jacobs...we don't....no...dad just...no"I said
"Sorry just if you do-"o cut dads disgusting conversation off
"GOT IT!" I said and I ran back up to my room laughing
Wow...
I pa led some clothes in a bag for tomorrow although I still have school ..I think Edward is driving us to school tomorrow and Bella still doesn't know about Victoria    whoop-di-damn-doo!!

I went to he'd when I was tired and woke up the next day really happy ...even though I have no relatives on this world and I am made of all things beautiful ...I still woke up like a human...I felt great