One Shots (One Direction)

Sweet and sad Niall imagine (for Nynke) Why?

WARNING: OKEJ EVERYTHING IS FICTIE BUT THIS ONE IS ACTUALLY REALLY SAD AND SOME THINGS WITH SELF-HARM!!

DON'T READ IF YOU DON'T LIKE THIS KIND OF THINGS!!

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You walked in after work to your and Niall's apartment and let out a sigh. You saw your brother Louis sitting on your couch watching some tv. Normally you were happy when he was around but today... You were a bid tired and sad for some reason.

"Hey, were is Niall?" You asked, while your brother was zapping.

"Well hey, nice to see you to how was your day?" Louis asked.

"Ow Shut up, I'm just tired... Ugh and I had a horrible day!" You sigh.

 You looked around and saw a note on the kitchen table from your boyfriend Niall. It read, “Nynke, I just had to run to the store really fast. I should be home soon. Love you. N.”

You let out another sigh putting the note down on the table. Today for you was completely awful and all you wanted was Niall. Work was horrible, your boss yelled at you all day for no reason and on the way home you got called a fat cow by Niall’s fans. Sure you were a bit curvy but Niall always told you he loved your body. The tears started to fall.

"Hey, hey! What's wrong. Are you alright?" Louis asked and came to you.

"Pff.. I just.. I can't handle all the hate and my work.." You said.

"I know... Shhhh... I'm always here for you, please don't cry." Louis said and pulled you in a hug.

"I think I'm going to bed..." You said and pulled away from your hug .

You just couldn’t take it anymore. You slowly walked up the stairs to your bedroom and opened the door. You walked into the room, past the bed and into the bathroom. Once in the bathroom you closed and locked the door. You opened the medicine cabinet and grabbed your razor. You sat down on the edge of the bathtub and pulled up your sleeve. You knew you shouldn’t do it but you couldn’t help it. When Niall wasn’t around this was your go to. You bit your lip hard as you brought the razor to your skin. You pressed down as the tears fell from your eyes. You watched as you dragged the razor across your sink, red dripping onto the floor. You let out a content sigh as the pain on your arm made you forget about the pain you felt in your heart. You heard the door shut downstairs as you ran the razor down your arm once more making a fresh cut.

            “Nynke!” Niall yelled out. “Nynke are you home?”

You cursed under your breath as you hid your razor back in the medicine cabinet. You heard the footsteps on the stairs as your grabbed a towel with the tears still streaming down your face. You didn’t want Niall to see just how broken you were, afraid he would leave you for someone else.

            “Nynke.” Niall began knocking on the door. “Are you in there?”

            “I’ll be right out.” You said your voice cracking.

            “Are you okay sweetie?” He asked.

            “I’m fine.” You whispered trying to clean up the blood off your arm. “Just give me a second.”

            “Sweetie please open up.” Niall began jiggling the handle.

            “Please hold on.” You said running the water.

Before you knew what happened the door opened and Niall was walking in. He looked down at your arm, seeing the towel with the blood and his eyes got huge.

            “Sweetie what happened?” He asked walking closer to you.

            “I…I’m so sorry.” You cried putting your head down. “I’m so weak. I can’t help it.”

Tears filled his blue eyes as he wrapped his arms around you. You cried against his chest and he rubbed your back.

            “Why?” He asked in a whisper.

            “It just hurts so bad.” You began looking up at him. “I’m nothing, no good for you. You deserve someone so much better. You deserve someone pretty and skinny.”

            “But I don’t want anybody else.” He began wiping your tears away. “I love you Nynke. I love you and only you. You’re so perfect in my eyes. You don’t need to be stick thin because you are you and that’s one of the many things I love about you.”

You began to shake your head no but he pulled away and took your arm. He pulled the towel off your arm seeing your scars. He dipped his head and placed soft kisses against each and every scar.

            “You’re so beautiful Nynke.” He whispered. “Scars and all.”

            “Thank you.” You whispered.

            “I don’t care how long it takes.” He began running his fingertips over your scars. “I will prove to you one day just how beautiful and precious you are.”

            “I love you Niall.” You whispered placing a soft kiss to his lips.

            “And I love you.” He smiled.

For the rest of the night he took care of you, kissing you, telling you every single little thing he loves about you.  While Louis was still watching some tv.

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