Complicated

Chapter One: Who Never Had An Affair ?

Robyn
Sitting on this same chair, waiting for him, here I was again. Time seemed to go very slow as I glanced down on my watch; he was late. I stood up to see myself in the mirror standing in the corner of the room, my long red dress embraced every of my curves. My breath was short and I could feel my stomach being twisted, the wait was a real torment. I knew this was wrong but I was in love with him, I couldn't help it.
The sound of the door moving behind me gave me chills as I froze there..it was him. I could feel him moving behind me, his heavy breath on my neck when I suddenly turned, not wanting to wait more. As I came face to face to the person I was in love with, his large hands strongly grabbed my face to pull me into a kiss. It was intense, deep, amazing...
He didn't wait more before his fingers reached the zipper of my dress, slowly zipping it down before watching my dress fall on the floor.
His moves were rough, yet loving. His kisses were soft and I couldn't get enough of it. The idea of feeling his skin on mine was driving me crazy. He didn't wait to make he hop on the bed as he slowly removed my panties. My lips were wet and sensitive as I felt him slid a finger inside.
"Mmh!"
I moaned out before pulling him closer to unbuckle his belt and pull down his boxers, leaving his member out. His lustful smile made me understand I wouldn't get a minute of rest tonight.

Next Morning

The large windows of my bedroom let the sunlight in as I slowly started waking up from this eventful night. I felt great, almost relieved, I couldn't deny it. The sound of water running down coming from the bathroom suddenly disappeared as Chris stepped inside the bedroom.
"You look so beautiful in the morning."
His lips approached mine which made me roll my eyes.
"Oh, quit the bullshit. I know damn well what you want.
- Can't I have it then?
- No, I'm tired.
- Babe, we haven't had sex in weeks if not mounths. What were you doing lastnight? Why didn't you come by?
- Mmh, I was busy with work."
I swallowed hard as I looked away from Chris' gaze, I couldn't lie to him in his face, even if I wasn't really lying. Yes, I occupied myself but not the way Chris would have liked.
"Anyway, I'm going to make myself some breakfast."
He tried to avoid the conversation of him being so much away as he placed a kiss on my forehead before stepping out of the room.
I felt guilty about this whole situation, it was all my fault. Chris didn't deserve that but Aubrey was so special, I felt like I could never get enough of him. No words could describe our attraction and love.
I sighed at how things turned out as I made my way inside my dressingroom. I glanced around the racks full of clothes before slidding into joggings and calling my bodyguard Rich so he could drive me to the studio. As soon as my call ended, I joined Chris down in the kitchen to seat infront of him as I watched him drink on his hot coffee. Once again, my mind disconnected from reality and I started daydreaming and thinking about the night I spend with Aubrey.
"What are you thinking about?"
I was suddenly interrupted by Chris which almost made me jump up.
"Nothing, what about you?
- Mmh, well. I don't know how to ask you this but...we've been together for a while now and the fact that we haven't moved in yet really makes our relationship harder...so..I thought you could move into my house.
- Sure, I would love to!"
A wide smile appeared on my face as I thought it could only make our relationship stronger. We were both suddenly interrupted by Rich's car horn.
"I guess I can move in within a couple of days, it will be fun but I have to get to the studio, right now.
- Fine, babe. See you later."
I waved to Chris before making my way outside of the house so I could get inside the car. My house was located about an hour away from the studio which gave me the time to check my feed and text Aubrey.
We quickly arrived to the studio as Rich tried to protect me from the paparazzis before I stepped inside the lobby to join my sound engineer so I could record a song.
"Okay, get in the booth. We're going to record Pour It Up."
I stepped inside the booth before putting the headphones on and starting to sing. The sequence went great until it was interrupted by Aubrey who stepped inside the studio, listening to my singing. I had to finish up the hook I was recording before I joined Aubrey outside the booth and listened to the final product.
As we were in the presence of the engineer, me and Aubrey seemed like perfect platonic friends. Our sins would stay behind closed doors as we waited for my sound engineer to leave the studio.
"You sound great."
Aubrey started off with a compliment as it made me blush but didn't make me forget that it was risquy for us to stay there alone.
"What are you doing here?"
I looked up at Aubrey which made him smile before he stepped closer to give me a kiss.
"Someone could see us."
I added which didn't make Aubrey stop from what he was doing.
"You don't have to worry about it, it isn't going to take long.
- I..."
My sentence was cut off by Aubrey's lips on mine as he started going down my neck. I lifted his shirt over his head as his strong shoulders seemed to dominate my small body frame.

About an hour later

I was breathless, my naked body almost laying on the studio's couch as I watched Aubrey put his clothes back on.
"See you later."
He gave me a gentle kiss before leaving me there. It took me a couple more minutes to get a better state of mind and dressing back up. I was about to leave when I felt my phone buzzing inside my pocket.
"Babe, where are you?"
Chris spoke through the phone which made me suddenly remember she had to lunch with him.
"Lunch! I'm so sorry but I won't be able to come, I have a lot to do.
- Okay, I guess I will see you tonight.
- Yeah, bye."
Aubrey took most of the time I had to lunch as I realized I was also late for the shooting of my new Mac Campaign.
Luckily, I wasn't far from the shooting studio where I met up Yusef, my hairstylist, and Lora, my makeup artist.
"Who makes you smile so much?
- Mmh, that's just Melissa."
Yusef gave Lora a suspicious look as they knew I was lying but didn't try harder since they knew I would end up telling them anyway.
The shots we got were amazing, exactly like I was picturing it in my head. After such a long day at work, I finally got to come back home.
As I parked in my driveway, I noticed the lights were off in the livingroom which made me wonder where was Chris.
I stepped closer to the main door as I slyly opened it to see Chris standing in the middle of the livingroom. He had decorated the room with candles and rose petals as a table was set in the middle of the room.
"Chris, this is amazing!
- I wanted to do something special for you."
A smile appeared on his face at my reaction before he helped me sit on a chair.
"Do you like it?
- Of course."
He made dinner all by himself and, to be honest, his chicken tasted amazing !
We had a great conversation that night, thinking about a collaboration between us. I actually had a song in mind that has been written for me and would be perfect featured with Chris.
Surprisingly, our conversation was cut off by the doorbell ringing, who could it be so late at night ?
That's when I found myself facing Aubrey, I immediately stepped outside so I could shut the door close and Chris wouldn't hear us talking.
"Aubrey, what the hell are you doing here?
- I have something to tell you about Chris.
- I don't think we should be talking about anybody right now, what if Chris hears us ?"
As I finished my sentence, the front door opened to a confused Chris.
"Is everything okay ?
- I'm sorry but Aubrey was there to drop me some informations about our next collaboration.
- So late in the night ?
- Yeah, we actually have a session at the studio early in the morning and he came up to tell me since I wasn't answering Jay Brown's texts."
I tried to keep my composure as Chris seemed confused but didn't react in a bad way.
"Well, I guess I'm going to let you finish."
He closed the door and I made sure he was away before finishing up the conversation.
"Chris shouldn't even have suspicions but if you show up like this, he will start wondering what's going on. So, please stop.
- I have something important to tell you.
- I'm sorry, you need to go."
When I went back inside, I could feel Chris being a little bit colder than usual. I knew he didn't believe my story but he had to force himself to trust me.
"I don't like him.
- Why?
- There's something about him that tells not to let you near him.
- Come on, don't be ridiculous, you're the only man I care about."
I leaned down to give him another kiss as it didn't seem to make his mood change. He seemed distant and that just made me angrier about the fact Aubrey showed up.

Next Day

As always, I would wake up with Chris laying by my side, I felt safe when he was there, I liked cuddling with him in the morning:
"Babe, I have to go, we can cuddle when I come back."
I pulled back from him, feeling abandoned while admiring him getting ready. I still couldn't understand why he had to work on Sundays but I guess his project was important enough for him to put that much work into it.
As he left the house, I gave my manager a quick call since he has been trying to reach out to me for a couple of hours now.
"Hey, sorry, I just saw your calls.
- Robyn, please join me at the Roc Nation studios, we have to talk."
His tone surprised me, it seemed like something important had happened, I hope nothing was going on with my work.