I wrote your name on my wrist
Just so I could never miss your name
Even when it would come across my lips.
You always said you loved me
And you made me sit and wonder
Did you mean forever when you said it?
I still remember the feel of your lips
I miss it
I miss everything
From your lips to your eyes
Your kisses to the way you'd hug me
I miss it
I miss you.
I wrote your name on my wrist in permanent marker
Hoping it would stay
It washed away.
You can't stop me from thinking
Why?
Why did you leave?
I thought you loved me?
I thought you cared?
I guess I must have loved to hard
Because now I'm scared
I'm scared to love
I'm scared that they will leave too.
You've made me insecure
You have made me feel like its OK to leave people
I have hurt people
And I don't like to blame people
But god dammit I can't help it anymore
I blame you for what you have done to me. You hurt me.
I loved you and you left
I cried a lot.
Its been a year
I'm still not over it.
