spiderboy ⊳ peter parker

bonus chapter; dearest raven

AU

dearest​ raven,

this is peter.

how are you?

i hope god or whoever's with you up there is treating you well.

i hope you find peace​.

i'm sorry for not saving you in time. it's all my fault.

you know, i shouldn't have called you accidentally in the first place. if i got aunt may's number saved in my contacts, you wouldn't be buried right now.

god, i was so STUPID.

and i still am.

but at the same time, i am thankful that i accidentally called you. because of that call, i got the chance to know you. i got the chance to be near you. i got the chance to be with you. i got the chance to be your friend.

speaking of friend, i lied. you weren't my first best friend. harry (you know, harry osborn?) is. yes, i know. it was a dick move. and yes, okay, you can haunt me in my sleep. but don't worry! he knows. (and he almost kicked my face.)

the reasons why i said that you were my first best friend is because,

one; i am an IDIOT.

two; to get close to you.

and three; to ask you out.

but i never got the chance to do the third reason... but hey! at least i got the chance to kiss you.

gosh, i wish i had another chance to kiss you...

oh well... talk to you soon.

i love you & see you on the other side. <3

– your spider-man