I try to distract myself from what makes me sad
I can sit in a room full of my best friends and still feel like I'm alone
I will try my best but fail no matter what
I can try not thinking about how sad and alone I feel inside but it just comes back late at night
I say things I think will make people happy even if it makes me die inside
I do things I shouldn't
I help people be happy even if it means it kills me inside
All my life is anymore is distracting myself from the pain.
Written date: May 8, 2017
Post date: July 21, 2017
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