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Issues Part 2

Then on Monday Ellie thought Mckenna was sick so she didn't think twice aboutthe thought of her new friend being dead. Then Tuesday came and the police foundMckenna's body and they told the news reporters it was suicide. So the case wasclosed and we held a funeral for her the next day. The best part was, I wasn't caughtand me and Ellie hung out again. Then there was another issue, which was our dance. Iwas really happy because you wouldn't believe who asked me to the dance. It was mycrush, yes Kane asked me to the dance, so me and him were going together. We evenwere nominated for our Jr. Dance King and Queen. The issue was we were up againstNaomi and her boyfriend, Max. Naomi had short brown hair, brown eyes, and was oneof the shortest people in our school. She is also a popular person and she is veryoutgoing. Max had pitch black hair, bright blue eyes, and was slightly taller than her.Everyone likes them so they were obviously going to vote for them and not Kane and I.Well the dance was next Friday and next week we will get ready for the dance. Then theonly thing was people still felt bad for Mckenna being dead. Also people didn't reallyknow her so we kinda forgot about her by the end of the week.The weekend came and Ellie and I were going to pick out our dresses for thisupcoming Friday. I went over to her house and then tomorrow we were going to go tothe mall. W ell I was happy once again I hung out w ith Ellie and we were happy. ThenSaturday came and we went to go pick out our dresses. I found a light blue dress with asparkly top and Ellie picked out a matching dress except it was light pink. My dress waslike the warm ocean and Ellie's was like the sun setting over the water. After we weredone finding dresses we continued to shop until her mom picked us up and brought ushome. Once we got home we played music and had fun like usual friends.Monday came and we all decorated the halls for the dance and our whole weekwas like that, decorating stuff, and voting for the king and queen. Well Friday came andEllie, her boyfriend, Kane, and I rode in a car together to our school for the dance. Theywere to announce the king and queen within the first ten minutes. Ten minutes passedand the principle stepped on the stage."Do you want to know who the Jr. Dance King and Queen are this year?" heasked us and we all cheered. He then pulled a card out of an envelope and in a lowominous voice announced, "This year's Jr. Dance King is........ Max and the Queen is......Naomi." the crowd went wild.I was jealous and full of rage. Soon after the king and queen had their slowdance and after it the dance continued until supper. For supper we all went out to eat ata fancy restaurant. I sat with Ellie, Kane, and Tim, who was Ellie's boyfriend. We allhad a soda and some fancy food. The r estaurants inside had red walls, chandeliers,fancy silverware/plates, and everything about it was fancy including thewaiters/waitresses. As we ate nobody knew what was going on in my mind. I onlyknew what I was thinking which was how to get revenge for Naomi being crowned queenthen it hit me. After we ate we headed back to school to finish our dance and by now itwas 10 pm. As I looked up at the sky it was clear and full of stars plus there was a fullmoon. It was really warm out to and I saw Naomi standing in the cafeteria so I walkedup to her. I knew I had only 20 minutes to get my revenge and time was going by fast."Hey want to sneak into the auditorium?" I asked her with a funny face knowingshe liked to break rules."Sure that sounds super fun!" she answered back and we crept into theauditorium."So I wonder what they will be doing to finish the dance." I added knowing theywere going to something spectacular in the gym to wrap up the dance like they alwaysdid."I don't really know, but I love being here." she shouted while standing on thestage."Hey keep it down you don't want someone to find us here or we'll get in trouble."I yelled in her direction as I was looking backstage for a type of weapon. Ya by now youguessed it I was going to kill her to get my revenge. Well I found a rope and I walked upto her. While she wasn't looking I took the rope and strangled her with it. When I knewthat she was dead I left and they found her body the next day. Well I didn't get caughtand they had a funeral for her too. Obviously Max showed up and he brought herfavorite flowers, white roses, and cried through the whole thing. Let me just say she'skind of lucky she didn't see his face because it was pretty ugly for him. So you probablyguessed I was there but I didn't cry because I really didn't care about her. After thefuneral I went home and I just kept thinking about what I've done."Man I feel so bad just killing all these people but they don't know what I'm goingthrough so maybe to fix this I'll just kill myself" I thought in my head. I didn't kill myselfbut two more weeks passed and it was like nothing really happened. Then Mondaycame and I wanted to tell Ellie that I killed them but I didn't have the courage to do it.Well school ended and Ellie and I were still friends and Kane and I were still together. Iwas having a normal life again just that I killed two people and I can't take back what Idid. Tuesday came and I regretted everything I've done and on the outside people justsee a normal girl but on the inside I feel like a murderer.Well the week was going by fast and Ellie decided to have me over again thisweekend. I told myself I was going to tell her that I killed them. So when Friday cameand I was at her house I was mustering up my courage and her parents weren't home soI felt safer."Hey I have something to tell you that I wanted to all week." I stuttered with aworried voice."Ya what is it you can tell me anything and you don't have to be nervous." shesmiled understanding.I felt safer so after a pause I confessed, "I just want you to know I killed Mckennaand Naomi."Then she laughed, "Oh quit joking and please don't bring them up I don't want tothink about what happened to them." she then grabbed some food and we watched TV.After stuffing some food in my mouth I finished chewing it and looked at her, "I'mserious I killed them." I sternly repeated looking directly at her.She then realized that I wasn't joking, "Are you serious! You need some help! Ormaybe um tell the police!" she then started to freak out."Please don't I feel really bad for doing it." I said feeling ashamed."Breanna we really need to tell the police right now." with that she stood up andstarted heading for a phone."No you won't tell anyone!" I screamed running toward her."I have to!" she shouted trying to push me off of her."No!" I screamed back at her while still hanging on to her. Then she finally knockedme off and she started to unlock her phone so I had to think quick. I have to stop her Ithought to myself then out of the corner of my eye I saw something shiny. I ran toward itand grabbed one of the kitchen knives. I thought to myself this will surely stop her. I sawher typing some numbers and I ran at her I didn't think twice and stabbed her in thestomach. She immediately dropped her phone and I grabbed it and set it on the counter.I looked at her lying on the floor bleeding to death. "Oh no what have I done!" I criedholding the bloody knife in my hand."He-elp m-me." she stammered."Don't waste your energy I'm so sorry I'll find something to stop the bleeding!"with that I ran off with tears running down my face. I went to her bathroom and grabbedsome towels. Once I then ran back to her and put pressure on her stomach."I for-rgive y-y-ou." she said looking up at me and my tears started to drip on herface."After what I did you can't." I cried back to her.She then lifted her hand and placed it on my cheek, "I-I'm sorry f-or not payingat-tention to you a-l-l that time." she continued talking."Stop talking like you're going to die." I begged while still putting pressure on thetowel."At-least I'm going t-o die wi-th my-y bes-st friend." she said looking up at me witha smile."No don't say you're going to die I'll save you I promise." I squealed her looking ather."Don-n't for-get the pr-om-mise we ma-de in e-elementary school." she saidloosing her breath."I swear I won't." I continued to cry and the tears wouldn't stop."I love you." she whispered to me and then her eyes started to close."NO! DON'T DIE!" I screamed, "NO! NO! NO! You were the only friend I ever haddon't leave me! I'll be alone please don't go!" I cried and then after my fit I checked herheartbeat and she was still breathing. So I knew what I had to do I just had to keep mypromise. The promise I made to her in elementary school in 5th grade. She was theonly one who would stick with me even when she knew that I had temperment issues.She even stood by my side when she knew that one day I was going to kill her. I neverforgot what she said though in 5th grade. The promise I made her was that if I everkilled her I would have to bury her under our best friend tree. So that's what I was goingto do. I grabbed her body and walked outside and into the woods in her backyard.As I was walking through the woods I could see the flower field appear. We sooncame to the flower field and in the center on a hill was the willow tree, our best friendtree, and I walked up to it. I sat her down and she slowly opened her eyes and shelooked at me with a smile."Yo-u ke-e-pt your promise l-ike I knew y-you would." she said and under the treewith me sitting next to her she died. I cried again but I grabbed a shovel and started diga hole. Then once I was done I set her in it and started to put the dirt back into the hole.After I finished I grabbed a few of her favorite flowers and placed them on her grave. Istill couldn't get the thought out of my head of how she knew one day I was going to killher and she was right.After that weekend I was never the same and the police never found her body. Iskipped school on Monday to go to both of her funerals. Ya there was two of thembecause had my own and I was going to her real one with her family. so I attended minefirst and I literally cried through the whole thing but thing is I was the only one there. Thereason was because I had it under our willow tree, also our secret place, then after thatI went to her actual funeral. I wore my black dress there and I rode there with herparents. Then at the church her family was crying and I was again but there wassomething missing. The thing that was missing was her body which was supposed to bein the casket but since they didn't find it the body wasn't in it. The reason was I didn't tellher parents about our secret place because only me and her knew about the flower field.Also that's why it's called our secret place because it's a secret so no one is supposed toknow. So that's the main reason why I didn't tell them that her body was there. Since Ididn't tell them I where her body is I should've know that the body wasn't going to be inthe casket.Then after Monday the rest of the week was different. I just kept thinking should Ikill myself but then at night my thoughts would change. After all that I've done I don'treally know what to think and what's real. Then Tuesday I felt lonely and I was thinkingcrazy thoughts in my head to kill more people. Wednesday night I killed another person,Sam, who I really didn't have a reason to do it. She did nothing to make me jealous but Ilost my mind. Thursday came and I didn't go to school, I told my parents that I was sickbut I was really just full of regret. Friday came by quicker than I expected and I decidedto actually kill myself. So on Friday I left a note explaining what I did to all those peopleexcept for where I hid Ellie's body. I left a note for my parents and Kane. After I droppedit off by Kane's house I thought about what he would think of me. He probably wished henever loved me but I don't really care because I'm gonna die anyway. The only differencein Kane's note was I told him where I was going, like he was ever going to try and stopme. Then after I set the letter on my table, for my parents, I went to our willow tree andin my hand was a gun. I walked up the hill and stood under the tree crying. The windwas slightly blowing and it was a clear day with the sun shining brightly. Then as I liftedthe gun to my head I heard a familiar voice. I listened to it and It was Ellie's voice tellingme that she would be waiting for me."I'm sorry." I said knowing she could hear me and tears were running down myface. Well it's true before you die you see your life flash before you. So my life flashedin front of me and I truly felt bad for what I did to those people. I then pulled the triggeron the gun. BANG! As I started to fall I saw Ellie's spirit standing in front of me smiling.Also, as what seemed like a slow motion fall, I saw someone running toward me. Theperson was none other than Kane and I thought to myself "perfect timing". I then smiledback at Ellie mouthing the words "Thank you for being my friend." Still smiling my body hitthe soft lime green grass and everything around me went black.I woke up and everything around me was blurry, there were bright lights andpeople were surrounding me. Then I entered an operation room and they put me undersome gas thing. Soon after that my eyes got heavy and I didn't wake up until later thenext day."Hey you alright?" I heard a voice and I turned to see Kane sitting on a chair in thecorner of the room. "You probably know you shot yourself but it only hit your arm. You'repretty lucky you know." he continued to speak. Then after a long pause a police manentered and asked Kane to leave. Kane then left and in the room was just me and thepolice officer. I sat up and he started to speak."So the doctor told us you were born with some issues that makes your mindhallucinate people." He spoke with some concern in his voice. "We've found some bodiesin your basement and they belonged to your parents.""Ok." I responded back to him."Well it seems you were off your meds and they've been dead for about six years.You killed them and your brain imagined that they were still alive." I was dead silent and Inever knew they were dead I just thought they were alive. Then I thought to myself "howcould this be" and I looked up at the ceiling realising that I do have an issue."Well since you have this problem and you killed those people we can't put you ontrial so you have to go a psychiatric center. You need to take your pills again and youhave to get better." He said with a shaky voice, "You also will be living with Ellie's parentsafter you've been diagnosed healthy." after that he left and Kane entered the room again.He walked up next to my bed and I couldn't speak to him because I felt terrible."They told me what you did and that you will have to go to a psychiatric center toget better." He said in a weary voice."Well I'm guessing you don't love me anymore and you probably can't stand tolook at me." I rolled on my side so he couldn't see my face."I don't care what you did it wasn't your fault you just have some issues that youwere born with." He continued trying to persuade me that he really could live with me."Well what if one day I kill you?" I asked hoping that I never would."Well when that day comes I hope I don't die and then if I don't I will forgive you."He quickly responded with and I turned to face him."How could you forgive me if I attempted to kill you?" I shouted at him and tearsstarted to run down my face."I just will be able to." he then hugged me and sat at the end of my hospital bed."U-hun." I wept as the tears started to pour down my face."Well atleast I know one thing for sure." he chirped."What do you know?" I questioned with a puzzled look on my face."That I will love you forever no matter what!" Kane beamed with a smile on hisface."What?!" I stammered looking at him with shock."You heard me Breanna." Kane chuckled."I think I heard you correctly but I could've been mistaken." I stammered indisbelief."Well maybe this will prove it to you." He then leaned toward me and gave me akiss on my cheek. "There!" I looked at him and my cheeks were cherry red full ofembarrassment. I then started to feel tired because my wound hurt. As I was fallingasleep Kane said one last thing to me, "I love you and I always will forever no matterwhat happens." and after those sweet words left his mouth I fell asleep with a smile onmy face.