mágoa [kard]

CHAPTER 4

: history

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I was about to run away from him. But I felt a gripping feeling on my wrist.

We stared into each others eyes. -sigh though i feel like i am the only one who is having this happiness with a simple touch of his skin on mine because these times barely happen.

throwback:

here i am watching matt's basketball game. i really cant believe the height of this guy no wonder  he is easily noticed by most of these girls- sigh and here i am sitting on this hammock pretending to read a book but actually staring at him.  what a nice way to get noticed felisha, really nice. 

i cant help but to look at those girls cheering him,, all of them wearing shorts and tank tops that are so tight that you could really see the shapes of their body. and here i am wearing sweatshirt and sweatpants am i even normal.

matthew took a dunk and i cant help but to clap like a seal and i did not f-ing expect him to look at this way. so i pretended that a mosquito was biting me from my palms and arms- he laughed at my gesture and i really felt embarrassed so i did not look back again and fixed myself bc i really want to go home at this moment.

but before even i got away- i suddenly felt his arms on my shoulders and i heard him say

"let me walk you home ;), and i'll just inform you that you are reading the book upside-down from a while ago"  that's how we became friends :/

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  --WHAT??

HEY STABH IT FELISHA !! what are u doing u dumbass,, CaNT YOU SEE HUH?? he has a girlfriend ffs and his girlfriend is Alliyah, your childhood bully, wow i cant believe you binch how can u do this wake up.

i snatched my hand from his grip.

"leave me alone,,get away from me" i spoke in a monotone voice.

"hEY NIKKA FELISHA  !1!!1 where have u been--" jacob said while catching his breath probably because he was chasing after me.

i saw matthew's eyes shrink and his eyebrows furrowed as he saw the guy beside me.

"who's this niks?" he spoke in a very deep voice.

"the hell you care? he's courting me" i wrapped my arms on his right hand as i said this and i felt him flinch with that im doing. oh god i felt so sorry for him i dragged him into this misery.

"bBut--" jacob couldn't continue his words bc a woman approached this guy infront of us.

"so- are we having a reunion?"  she said as she embraces matthew,,i saw the shock in jacob's face hm i wonder why