She Is My Sanity (Futanari) •

Wake Up Baby

Jane's P.O.V

"Jane"

"Sweety wake up" I stirred from my sleep by nudging and my Aunts voice. I woke up sleepily and instantly the flashbacks from what happened came back and I look towards Blair's body to again be filled with another pound of sadness in my heart when I see she hasn't woken up, she is still the same.

I looked at her hand and I see I am holding it so I softly kiss her hand.. "Jane honey, you have to take a shower" Aunt Claire says and softly rubs my shoulder.. "I'm not leaving her" I say back lowly and continue to stare at my baby.

"I know, and I'm not asking you to. I have brought some clean clothes for you and you can use the private shower that we have in the room, go on honey. I'll stay with her" she says softly and insisting me to go have a shower after a couple of minutes of silence I finally decided to go have a shower, I knew I needed one too, so with one more longing look to my girlfriend, kissed her on the lips. I went to go have a shower.

As I was in the shower, I couldn't help but cry silent tears.. Blair has been here for 3 months and has not woken. I didn't understand when the doctor had informed us that she is in a coma, because I didn't really see any blood on her head or anything but then he told us that the guy she had a fight with must have used a lot of strength to slam her head on the concrete and that created a bruise inside her brain or what not and add the punching and such, she had an internal bleeding that they did stop.. So we just have to wait for her to wake up.. Oh Blair, I lean my forehead on the cold tiles..

Blue has been visiting Blair almost every day in a week also there parents, I don't really blame Blue because I don't really know what went down although she kept on repeating that she is sorry over and over again.

What struck me is what she also said.. she said that Blair wouldn't leave her.. even after she seen that Blair wanted to give up.. she still didn't leave her and that made me cry more because I am.. dating a fucking legend..and I can't hear her voice for 3 months and maybe more! I got angry and slapped the wall..slowly sliding down it until I reach the tub floor and put my head in my hands. I am a mess.

"I'm a mess, don't kiss me" I said to Blair when she went to kiss me when I just woke up. She laughed softly but brought me closer and kissed my nose and nuzzles it.."If you're a mess then I'm a mess now bring me those lips" she says with her eyes on my lips, I couldn't help but laugh and bury my head in her shoulder.

After a few seconds, I looked into her eyes and smiled, her green eyes shows sleepiness but also playfulness. Oh no I know that look and just as I was going to tell her no, she gets on top of me and lands one on my lips and pretty much proved me that she still likes kissing me even in the morning and even if I have morning breath.

I am brought back from the flashback when I hear a continuous of knocks, I shut the shower off and get out the bath "Yeah?" I answer drying myself off, "Oh nothing honey, it's just you've been a while in there and just wanted to check you out" Aunt Claire says softly and walks off.

Thanks Aunt for making me sound like I would hurt myself if you didn't.. I sighed, I would never hurt myself because I knew that when Blair wakes up she would be angry at me for it. So with a heavy sigh and feeling fresh again I walk out the bathroom and my eyes immediately drift to my tall beautiful brunette with green eyes girlfriend that is laying peacefully.

I smiled softly but sadly.. I looked at my Aunt and gave her a silent thank you and take my seat again, holding Blair's hand and whispering sweet things in her ear but also tell her what's been happening today and stories or not, she always loves it when I tell her stories from my childhood or just any kind.