Are you the girl I was?
Day 1
It was the first day of my final year at school. I wanted a change. A new me. I wanted to be a popular girl. The one every boy looks at and instantly falls in love. The one every girl is jealous of. That was the girl I wanted to be. If you know me personally, you will know I never give up. I joined the group of girls that seemed popular. What I didn't realise is that they were the mean girls and I had just fallen down the deep hole of bitchdale.
They asked me to do many things like flip people's books and flirt with boys I don't even know. And because I'm me I followed every rule they told me. No one warned me of the danger of this game I had just dived into. My old friends seemed to have turned on me as they were ignoring me, but I just told myself that they were jealous of me.
Day 2
I had stayed up all night stalking there social media accounts hoping to get some help on what to wear. They were wearing 'Victoria's Secret' outfits most days. This was when I thought they actually liked me. I went to school wearing my VS lounge wear and all the boys were staring at me, my anxiety bubbled up inside me, were they judging me? A huge gush of relief flew over me as I saw the group walking towards me.
"Hi guys!" I bursted out with a little to much excitement.
"Hi, love your outfit" forced out the group leader, Amber.
I knew they hated me but I had no clue what I was doing wrong. The bell echoed in the quad, screaming at everyone to get to class. In class I sat with Izzy and Rachel since they were the only two who like me. English was over. Science next, shit, I forgot my homework. I didn't care. We were moved in science and I have to sit next to the hottest boy I have ever seen,George.
I think he liked me as he was talking to me every second he could. If he likes me he might be able to introduce me to some of his (popular) friends.
Later that day I went to the bench where the group usually sat, but what I found wasn't the whole group. Apparently the group had had an argument and they had split up. Maybe I could take Izzy and Rachel and make a even better group.
I was up all night talking to Izzy about how we were going to dominate the school. This was when I knew I had messed my life up...
