Together forever??

friends love them

Alec p.o.v.

A week after meeting Magnus we talked more and i got to know him more and he is a bold and outgoing person. his smile is amazing and his laugh is beautiful. I feel myself falling for him and it scares me because the last time I loved someone I got hurt and I don't want it to repeat. magnus makes me feel happy and he makes me forget my horrible life. I love the way he drinks no matter what time it is. the way he understands what I'm going through.

today me and magnus will watch something on Netflix and eat popcorn on his couch. clary said we could help each other and now I know what she means. just being around him makes me feel better already.

I want to tell magnus how I feel but what if he doesn't like me the same way. what if he just wants to be friends and nothing more.

what worries me is hat if I get hurt I wont be able to Handel it because I've been hurt so much and it will hurt. I don't want to love him but I feel myself fall harder everyday.

I get the popcorn ready and try to find a movie to watch.