Last Monday was the worst day of my life. Mom past away six in the morning. I can now Say I'm not very lucky anymore or happy.
My dad passed away a year ago and mom wasn't very happy about it either she had a bad mental break down, don't know why they call call funerals a "celebration of life" when my mother died, nobody felt much like celebrating.
It all happened so fast that I'd never see my beautiful mother again.
My uncle Ben was in the worse shape,he was so close with my mom they were like best friends Ben is my moms only brother.
To everyone one else he looks like a guy who is being strong and doing his best to make sure everybody else is okay. Just imagine how it's like for him. He lost his parents a month before moms death it's hard to heal from that lost.
But I knew better, at night each time he was done eating, I'd heard him crying all the time in his room. It breaks my heart hearing him like that.
I, on the other hand, didn't or don't cry as much. Not even when I am by myself. I'm just in denial.
The two of us went along, doing our best not to talk about how we really feel.
The one person who didn't treat me like a crystal glass that would break if you would breathed on is Brianna. We were all back in the house after the funeral, trying to talk about anything but mom.
Relatives & neighbors were everywhere, trying make me feel better but it didn't work. Ever since that I been living with my uncle Ben he got full custody of me he is only 25 years old & I'm only 18 years old.
It's hard not having parents because you are so use to them doing stuff with you helping you do stuff, buying things for you when you can't, having them around, saying nice things to you to make you feel better etc......
All that is done for me. I have to do all those things on my own now. My uncle is brave for taking me in he's never had kids and now he does I'm trying not to be so hard on him since he recently lost mom.
He is nice, he lets me do what I want. The only thing he doesn't let me do is bring guys over I'm not worried about that, no guys want to date me or even talk to me they all say I'm weird since I get nervous around them and can't seem to talk.
It's been lonely without mom. She would always lay with me in bed & watch movies with me. She was always very happy,she would always smile even in the worst times.
I've tried this past few days to be as strong as she was, I fail at it though I just can't do it...
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