best friend's Ian Gallagher

good bye

Saturday...
"Mom how long do we have" i said playing with my hands sitting on the table
"Halfhour go so goodbye honey"
I got up and blotted out the door and ran the cold air passing my hair blowing my face i busted through the door there they were my family...
Ian shot up and ran to hug me rocking back and forth
"Fuckk" i said in tears i feel so safe with ian
"Ian move u fat hog" debbs said throwing herself at me  I laughed and hug her tight
Fee huged me then lip those two were very emotional hugging then my lil boy Liam
"Baby dont cry" i said holding  his shoulders and then bringing him to a hug
"I dont want u to leave me" oh god that hit me like a train
"I have to"i said crying carl came down and hugged me not letting go till my phone went off it was my mom.
After i picked up she told me the movers were here i stood  up and franny being to young to understand i said my goodbyes to her
"J-jade dont go" ian said
Good timing
"Kev vee" i said and vee hugged me like to other
"Move it" kev said moving her
"Oh god whos gonna work with me when my wifes having sex with her girlfriend now"
I dont know kev" i said crying
I hugged ian one more time taking in his smells his heart beat the tears on my shirt everything
"Guys i have to go"
"We'll talk u" fee said with tears and they did as they said
"Honey the movers are done lets go" my mom said getting in the car waiting i turned around to my beautiful gallagher family
"Facetime me everyday i dont care what your doing fuck facetime me peeing"ian said
"I will baby"
I looked at everyone
We all said are good byes i kissed carl one last time befor i leave
I got in the car looking at them for the last time or hopfully i will be blessed enough to come vist one day.
"Honey buckle up" my mom said  with a smile i looked to the  side mirror watching debbie hug ian till the left my vision...