I guess for now you've got the last laugh
I'm sorry if I seem uninterested
Or I'm not listening, or I'm indifferent
Truly I ain't got no business here
But since my friends are here
I just came to kick it
But really I would rather be at home all by myself
Not in this room with people who don't even care about my well being
I don't dance, don't ask
I don't need a boyfriend
So you can go back, please enjoy your party
I'll be here
Somewhere in the corner under clouds of marijuana
with this boy who's hollerin' and I can hardly hear
over this music I don't listen to
And I don't wanna get with you
So tell my friends that I'll be over here
Oh oh oh here, oh oh oh here
Oh oh oh I asked myself, "What am I doin' here?"
Oh oh oh here, oh oh oh here
And I can't wait 'til we can break up out of here
Excuse me if I seem a little unimpressed with this
An antisocial pessimist
But usually I don't mess with this
And I know you mean only the best and your
Intentions aren't to bother me, but honestly I'd rather be
Somewhere with my people, we can kick it and just listen to
Some music with a message
(Like we usually do)
And we'll discuss our big dreams, how we plan to take over the planet
So pardon my manners
I hope you'll understand that I'll be here
Not there in the kitchen
With the girl who's always gossipin' about her friends
Oh tell them I'll be here
Right next to the boy who's throwin' up
'Cause he can't take what's in his cup no more
Oh God why am I here?
Oh oh oh here, oh oh oh here
Oh oh oh I asked myself, "What am I doin' here?"
Oh oh oh here, oh oh oh here
And I can't wait 'til we can break up out of here
Hours later congregatin' next to the refrigerator
Some girl's talkin' 'bout a hater, she ain't got none
How did it ever come to this?
I should've never come to this
So holla at me, I'll be in the car when you're done
I'm stand-offish, don't want what you're offerin'
And I'm done talkin', awfully sad it had to be that way
So tell my people when they're ready that I'm ready
And I'm standin' by the TV with my beanie low
Yo, I'll be over here
Oh oh oh here, oh oh oh here
Oh oh oh I asked myself, "What am I doin' here?"
Oh oh oh here, oh oh oh here
And I can't wait 'til we can break up out of here
(Oh oh, oh oh)
~
"Please please please." My best friend begged.
"But I don't party." I whined.
"Just this time please. C'mon it won't be that bad I promise you." She kept begging like if I didn't go I'd die.
"But why don't you go alone like every time? Why this time is different?" I asked.
"Cause Niall will be there." She said.
"Woat? Niall?" I gasped.
"Yeah. I didn't want to tell you but that's the only way which will move your butt from the coach." She said.
"I'm not. Coming! Now leave before I kick your arse." I pushed her from the room and closed the door.
"Please (Y/N) just this once! He won't do anything, I promise. He just.. misses you." She said quietly behind the door.
"Misses me? Huh? Why didn't he think of that before breaking my heart and run away?" By then, my tears started to rush down my eyes faster than the waterfall.
"(Y/N)... you're not going to lock yourself in the room forever! It's been a long time." Well that was a good point.
~
I can't believe I did that. I realized what I was doing on the door steps. There was no turning back. The party was lit and everyone was pretty much drunk. Sweat bodies over each others and couples snogging here and there and of course some doing much upstairs.
"(Y/N)?" His familiar voice called out. I turned to be met by a hard thing. I guess I didn't know he was that close. I stumbled back mumbling an apology.
"Hey." I managed to get out.
"Hey." He whispered. We stared at each other not taking our eyes off. His eyes held so much emotions that I didn't quite recognize. "How are you?" He asked after a long pause.
"I'm fine. How are you doing?" I replied.
"As you see." He pointed at himself. I looked at him closely. Messed up hair, black circle around both of his eyes, not that blur shade of his eyes.
"Oh." This was the only thing I managed to say.
I don't remember how I ended up in his house that day but all I could say that I know that he is the one for me and I know that he complete my puzzle.
He was the missing part I guess.
*****
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