pho·bi·a
noun
an extreme or irrational fear of or aversion to something.It was bad before, but now that driving is being shoved in my face,it's really bad.
I know the fear is irrational .
It's just so scary . I'm in control. I have the power to destroy people's lives. Like ..... I should feel the same way about guns... but I dont? Guns are normal and okay for me.
Driving however, is the most terrifying thing in the world too me.When I was younger I had nightmares about me driving. I had them really often. That's probably where this comes from.
I know the only way to get over this is to drive, but I'm too scared.
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My parents don't really understand mental illness so I haven't told them about my anxiety.
Obviously this is the first time I've talked about it at all.
Honestly I'm hoping this helpsI turn 15 this month and my dad Is already mad I don't have my learners permit.
I'm really tired.
I hope you're all having a good day!
Remember to drink some water, it's important.
Also , get some rest. Don't stay up reading like..... frerard or Peterick or some shit.I love you all! !
-Ash
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