IT HURTS A LOT (COMPLETED)

Chapter 20

Manik: Sir par..

Rohan: U must be shocked ki main yeh sawaal tumse kyu kar raha hu coz i hve seen the care for her in ur eyes... Main nahi jaantaa ki wat is ur relation yaa fir kyaa thaa..?? Bt i can sense smthg btn u too... I feel that she hv a past related to u.. Kuch toh hain...Manik mainey nandini ko bahut baari haste n smile karte dekhaa hain bt pataa hain i hv noticed it always that they all r fake.. Woh kavi dil sey khus nahi hui hain...Manik mujhe uskaa dard dikhtaa hain.. I can sense her pain bt m helpless.. Kyuki main kavi kuch kar hi nahi paataa except to watch her...

Main 15 saal ka thaa tab.. My family which include me my mumma- papa n meri choti we were going for a picnic.. Hum bohot kush they.. Papa was driving the car n mumma was sitting beside him.. Aur piche hum behthian the... We were enjoying alot.. Pataa nahi achaanak se aagey se ek truck aagayi n our car banged wid it..

Main toh bach gaya bt meri family.. I saw them taking there last brethe infront of me.. Woh log mere aage mar rahe the n i was sitting helplessly crying.. Kuch nahi kar payaa main... Bas rotaa raha...!!

Aaj vi iss din ko yaad kar kar i get afraid...

I was also living lifelessly fir meri zindagi main meri love anaitaa aai.. Hum colz mey miley fir we fell in love wid each other.. We even get married.. Aur fir dheere dheere she started to soothe the pain of my heart..

She then became pregnant.. I was on ninth cloud manik.. We were so happy.. Main tumhe bata nahi saktaa how much happy i was.. Bt jiski kismat mey pehle sey hi dukh likhaa ho ussey khusi kaha sey miley.. Yeh khusi vi kuch pal ki hi thi..

Anaitaa ko stomach pain start honey lagaa thaa..

We went to doctors.. Unhoney kaha ke kuch complications they... And we need to abort that child warna anaitaa may die.. Doctors ney toh yeh vi kaha today if we abort this child woh kavi maa nahi ban paayegi.. Anaitaa ney abortion k liye manaa kardiyaa.. She wanted that baby chaahe uske liye if she hv to die she will.. Woh jid pe ad gayi thii.. Usne khaane se vi manaa kardiyaa thaa.. Usney mujhe kasam derakhi thi.. I was so helpless.. Mere paas uski baat maanne k alaawaa koi option nahi thaa..

So we decided ki chaahe jo vi ho we will hv this baby...

Then the day came.. Anaitaa was in OT..

Main baahar baith kar intezaar kartaa raha.. Soon a doctor came frm inside.. He told me ki her condition is really critical aur woh sirf maa aur bacche mey se sirf kisi ek ko bachaa payenge.. I was hell scared.. Kuch samajh nahi aarahaa thaa ki kya karu kisey bachaau..?? I remembered aniataa's word ki plz kuch vi hojaaye i want this baby.. Mujhe woh promises yaad aarahe they that i did to her ki agar i hv to choose than i will choose the baby.. Par mujhse yeh nahi hopaya manik.. Kaisey main apni ek decision sey apni anaitaa ko kho detaa.. I became selfish n asked the doctor to save my wife...to save my love anaitaa...Kuch der baad doctors came out of OT n told ki sorry bt she gve birth to dead baby n woh anaitaa ko vi nahi bachaa paye...