If There Ever Comes A Day... (A Danisnotonfire Fan-Fiction)

Chapter 5: The Feeling Of Pain, Happiness, Depression, And Anger

Arriella's POV:

(Two months later)

( say that in the way the narrator says that on SpongeBob Lol!)

Ever since I saw Phil for the first time I fell in love with him

and now that he is with Audrey...

I have gotten depressed 

ever since I heard there 'good news' I started cutting....

on my arms

legs

anywhere that I could hide

(not there that would hurt like a B....)

Ambriah: C'mon Arriella! we're going to Dan And Phil's place! wanna come?

Me: Yeah... I guess...

Ambriah: C'mon Arri you have to get over the fact that Aud and Phil are together!

Me: Yeah.... I guess you're right Bri...

I have been so miserable ever since

I hate it...

we got into the car and I sat by the window just looking out it

*Skipping the car ride*  

we got there and knocked on the door

Audrey answered looking better than ever

she was better by now but decided to stay a little while longer

she invited us in and I heard her call for the boys

Dan and Phil came out but with 2 other boys?

Audrey: Girls, this is Pj an Chris!

she introduced us and I think Ambriah and Mariah like them already

good for them

Phil and Dan came over and hugged us all

he gave me a sympathetic smile?

then I saw why...

Audrey was kissing Phil

I asked if I could use the restroom and ran into it anyway

I looked inside their medicine Cabinet

I found what I needed

Dan's Razor

I took it and put it to my skin

I made a fresh scar next to all my others

it's always miserable out in England so I always wore long sleeved shirts anyway so it was good

I heard someone coming up the stairs so I washed off my arms and the razor and put it back

I heard a knock on the door and the person came in

Dan...

Dan: Hey.. you okay?

Me: yeah... I guess?

Dan: no you are not I can tell...

Me: how?

Dan: first off I see the stains of tears on your cheeks and I can tell by your voice

Me: I guess you're right...

Dan: What's wrong Arri?

Me: Everything! my whole world is falling apart...

Dan: I know... Audrey told me what happened

Me: there's something you don't know Dan you just don't

he didn't talk to me anymore he just stood in horror looking at my...

Blood Stained Sleeve.....

Me: SHIT, SHIT, SHIT!!!

he ran over to me and lifted up my sleeve to see the new scars and all of the old ones

he lifted up the next sleeve

and my pant legs

Dan: Why would you do this to yourself Arri!?!?

I finally snapped

Me: Because Dan! what you don't realize is that Phil and Aud are FUCKING SIBLINGS!

he stepped back in shock

Dan: I am so sorry Arri... I didn't know.....

Me: OF COURSE YOU DIDN'T KNOW DAN! AUDREY IS A CHICKEN AND DOESN'T LIKE SAYING THAT TO OTHER PEOPLE! SHUCKS I EVEN HAD TO DIG IT OUT OF HER! AND I AM ONE OF HER BEST FRIENDS! BESIDES DAN! SHE LIKES YOU MORE! I WOULD KNOW! 'OH DAN DID THIS AND IT WAS SOO CUTE! HE DID THIS TOO AWE!'

by now he was by the door and was looking like he had about ten emotions going through him

Me: I am sorry for yelling Dan it's just I needed to get that out...

Dan: She likes..... me?

he looked so happy

Me: Yes Dan she does.

Dan looked like he was about to have a heart attack from happiness

I could hear him mumble yes under his breath

Dan: I like her too!

I smiled at him and he went downstairs me following him

everyone looked at me in horror and sorrow most likely from my sleeve

Audrey gave me a sad smile

so did Phil

I just rolled my eyes

as I sang Human by: Christina Perri under my breath 

and sat down next to Dan on the sofa

Audrey looked at me pained and I just rolled my eyes again

Dan put his arm around me

Dan: So.... I learned something today!

I looked at him with wide eyes

NO

he patted my head and said it would be okay

Dan: someone in this house likes Phil

Phil got a big smile on his face and looked at Audrey lovingly

Dan: Pj

Pj looked pretty happy himself

Dan: Chris

Chris got a big smile as well

Dan: and Me...... but they might surprise you...

Author's note:

Cliffhanger

I just love giving people them!

well anyways

STAY CORNY MY LLAMACORNS!

~AudreyTheLlamacorn