Namjin One Shot Collections

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Summary:Jin cheated on Namjoon, afraid that Jin might leave him,he became a dominant and started to beat and threat Jin so Jin won't leave him

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Jin's POV

I silently prayed to God that Namjoon isn't home yet, Scared is an understatement of what I'm feeling right now

I shouldn't have agreed with Jimin to go to the hospital because I know Namjoon will be furious, but Jimin was just concerned about my well being

I saw Namjoon's car, parked infront of the house and Namjoon leaning against the door obviously waiting for me.
I parked my car right next to Namjoon's and I was about to explain my side when out of nowhere, Namjoon slapped the hell out me

"Did you and Ken had fun, bitch?! *slap* is he really that good in bed that you always go running to him to fuck you even after I beat you until you black out huh? *slap*" he said furiously while I stumbled backwards and fell butt first

"N-namjoon, K-ken and...I b-broke *sob* up a l-l-long time...ago *sob* The-there's o-only you now... Ple-please *sob* believe m-me" I struggled to say

"Tss. Yeah right, you think I'll fall for that twice? Think again bitch" He grabbbed my a fistful of hair and dragged me inside the house,up the stairs and into our shared room while I begged him to let me go, fortunately he did  but he threw me on the bed. My head hitting the head rest in the process

Namjoon did it again, he raped me over and over again

And not just that, he often brings girls in our house and have sex with them in our room that holds alot of happy memories of us and it is also filled with my agonies, my pleads and cries while he enjoys himself seeing me wail in pain

But I completely understand, if I didn't cheat on him we would still be happy right now... cuddling all night and making love but there I was being a slut and cheated on the man that loved me with all his heart

I deserve all of this, im such a disappointment but I know Namjoon still loves me because he wouldn't keep me if he didn't right? He should've kicked me out of the house the moment he knew right? Right?! I held on to that little chance that he still loves me even though the beating is never ending and he religiously tells me that I am just a slut to him now and he only kept me because he pitied me because I have nowhere to go

he even told me that he now believes in God and  daily prays to Him to give me a disease or something so he could get rid of me without him getting arrested

God is really good though, he listened to Namjoon's prayers

I'm dying

I have colon cancer and I only have 2 months to live, I knew this for quite sometime now but im just neglecting it

Im very weak, pale and unable to do little things like standing up by myself. I guess Namjoon is very furious at me that he hadn't notice that I became dependent on Jimin because he was the only person who knew about my condition but Jimin has a life too, he has Suga, his boyfriend who needs his attention and love. unlike me who's nothing to Jimin (atleast thats what I think) so I try my best to look okay infront of him so he won't worry too much

"There you go, you should know who owns you slut. You're mine, you belong to me, no one owns you but me! Always remember that slut" Namjoon says and left

I cried myself to sleep not bothering to cover myself up because im not capable of such a simple thing but in my pitiful case, having a cancer and almost beaten to death is understandable