Waking up

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Your consciousness returned to you as you snapped awake, desperately looking around and attempting to move. You quickly found that your hands and feet were bound together by ropes, your hands behind your back, and a blindfold over your eyes kept your world pitch black. You began to escalate into a panicked state, opening your mouth to speak and call out for help, but before you could do so, you jumped at the feeling of a hand lift up your blindfold. Your eyes widened at the blur of red before you, recognizable even before your eyes focused on the being in front of you. "Grell?! Wh-where am I?! What are you doing?!!" You instantly spat out questions at her, her only reply being a smile and a chuckle. "Can't you see, sweetheart? This is your home," you looked around and it obviously wasn't. It was vastly different, and you could only assume this was her home. You continued to struggle against your restraints as you spat out, "This is not my home. Just let me go! We've both got work and-" you were cut off by a sudden pain in your left cheek, gasping as she slapped you. A tear fell from your eye from the pain as she spoke in a loving tone; "Oh, I hate having to do that to you. You're going to need to relax and get used to this, (y/n). This is your home now, you're only here because I love you. I would hate to see you in pain like this, but if you don't want me to be too rough you're going to have to obey me~" Your eyes widened at this as your blood boiled, staying still for a moment and not making eye contact as you mumbled out "I will do no such thing. Let. me. go." Obviously displeased with this, the elder reaper grabbed your bottom jaw and aimed your head so that it made direct eye contact with her. Her expression twisted from being sweet, seemingly innocent to one full of rage at your continued resistance. Her voice was low and threatening, her sweet, loving tone she normally used was completely gone. "(Y/n). I'll advise you one more time no not test me. You wouldn't like it when I'm angry, would you~?" Her tone lightened a bit, and her expression softened some, but she kept eye contact which still sent shivers down your spine. "Oh, what a shame it would be if I had to severely hurt my new lover, hm~? Perhaps make him bleed out and leave him for dead? Covered in all that lovely red, it would be such a sight to see, wouldn't it~? I don't think either of us would want to see you like that. So, you will obey me, your superior, from here forth. Is that clear~?" You shook beneath her tight grip, taken aback by her threats which she delivered in such a calm manner. You considered biting her hand to get it off of you, but nodded to appease her, figuring it would allow you more time to figure out how to escape. There had to be some way to get out of this. She smiled at your appeasement and kissed the top of your head before releasing your jaw. "Good boy. Now, I've made you breakfast, but clearly you can't be trusted enough to be untied just yet. So, I'll just have to feed it to you." You flinched at this, this crossed yet another line for you. There was no way in hell you'd let yourself be humiliated like that. "N-no, I can feed myself. Just untie me." You protested, watching as she made no effort to change her plans as she carefully placed the plate of food next to you. "(Y/n), I wish I could free you, it just tears me apart to have to tie you up like this, but it seems you can't be trusted just yet. You've already tried to escape, and that's no good-" you huffed at this, turning your head to protest being fed like an infant. But you couldn't decide what was worse; being fed or having to eat off the plate like a dog, which was equally as humiliating. "If you really loved me as you've said, you would trust me to at least be able to eat. And probably not have kidnapped me in the first place-" Your words were cut off as your captor gave you a glare, emitting a low growl. She contained herself, then proceeded to untie your hands, leaving your feet bound. "If you try to escape, I'll have to do something neither of us want. And don't call it that!Kidnapping is cruel, sweetheart, I simply took you out of love... I don't want to hurt you," she spoke the last sentence with a certain tenderness that actually made you feel something. Her voice cracked a little, almost as if she was going to cry. She was frowning and not even looking at you as she placed the plate in your lap. "Here, go ahead and eat, darling. I know it's your favorite. Unfortunately, I'll have to tie you up after you're done." You looked down at the plate in front of you, and she was right. It was your favorite. But more importantly, holy shit, she looked like she was about to cry. She almost broke so easily, perhaps playing to her emotions would be the key to your escape. You contemplated this as you ate, wondering if her feelings were genuine. She looked so hurt, but perhaps it was just her acting. While you finished up eating your food, Grell steadily regained herself. She took the plate from you, then re-tied your hands behind your back, tight to the point where it was uncomfortable, but not to where you would loose circulation. "Perhaps next time you'll think before trying to escape, soon enough I may be able to trust you enough to leave you untied. But, for now, I'll have to leave you alone like this." She began to walk away, but caught her in her tracks as you felt an urge that had to be taken care of immediately. "W-wait... what if I have to pee or something?" She turned around and lifted an eyebrow, a bit annoyed. "...Do you?" You nodded in response, and she walked back over to you, kneeled down, untying your feet first. As she finished, she held them down by placing her shin, still kneeling, over your ankles. You kept still, waiting for the perfect moment to escape, but yet peeing came first. She grabbed your wrists and helped you up, holding them tightly as she walked you out of the room. You looked around, taking inventory of your surroundings. The room you were held in was empty, literally nothing was in there except for the ropes and blindfold you were tied up in. Perhaps the room used to have a purpose, but was cleaned out for you. As you walked out, you noticed a large living room, which was connected to a kitchen. You were then pulled down a small hallway; glancing into the first room on your left which was quite small, you made this out to be a laundry room, then as the elder reaper approached the second room, she pulled you with her. Before you were ushered in, you noticed another doorway on your left, you couldn't make out what the room was as the door was closed. The door was shut behind you, with her still in there with you. "Um.. would you mind giving me a little privacy?" You asked, feeling increasing discomfort by her presence. "Sadly no, I've already told you why. If it makes you feel any better dear, I won't look. Though I would be missing quite a view~." You were repulsed by this as you felt the urge to vomit, holding it down as you growled and did your business with her turned around. 'As soon as she opens the door, run.' You thought to yourself, flushing then washing your hands thoroughly. Without another word, she opened the door to lead you back out. She walked in front of you, blocking the doorway, but as soon as the opportunity was presented, you didn't miss a beat. You squeezed past her and darted towards your freedom. A sudden grip at your waist trapped you, then felt yourself be pulled to the ground quicker than you could realize what had happened. You were pinned down, struggling and trying desperately to pull away from her. You were too close to your freedom to be true, now being mocked by her taunt "Oh sweetheart, you aren't leaving me so soon~. I wish you'd just accept the fact that I love you. It would make everything so much easier..." you continued to writhe against her, growling and yelling "LET ME GO!!" She grabbed your wrists uncomfortably tight, then yanked you to your feet. You were led back to your room where you were tied up yet again, despite your resistance to it. She was incredibly strong, and easily able to combat your every attempt to escape. You don't know how you'd possibly be able to escape. She stood up before you, watching you wriggle against your restraints and spit out words of protest that she clearly ignored. "I hate to do this but, perhaps it will teach you a lesson not to try to run away from me. Please forgive me, my love.." with one hand she grabbed your throat, pulling you up on your feet, unable to stand on your own. You were inches away from the wall behind you, the only thing holding you up was her grip on your neck. You gasped for air, yet still wriggling around as much as you could to protest. She drew a deep breath, and within a second, an immense, sharp pain in your chest flung you into the wall with such force it left a small dent. Your throat was released as soon as she delivered the punch square in your chest, watching with a hurt expression as you dropped unconscious to the floor, which was thankfully carpet to give a tiny bit of cushion to your fall.

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