The Award's Tonight (Harlena Fan Fiction) ♥♡

I Didn't Want To Say Goodbye

5 Days in the hospital were boring! I'm really happy I'm home now ^_^ But... I'm not going to stay here a lot... My world tour is starting tomorrow and I can't tell Harry, he will be sad. But I can't just leave without saying anything! He will be even more sad that he didn't have a special goodbye with me. What am I going to do? It's my first WORLD tour so I'll be gone for almost a year! It's really hard! 

I went to the living room where Harry was watching TV and said:

"Hey Harry! Wanna go for a walk?

- Um, hey babe... why can't we go for a lunch in the car or something?

- Oh! Um... I... It's boring to always go in the car, I thought maybe we can walk this time :)

- Well, if it's okay with you because you were in the hospital and maybe it's not good for you

- I'm feeling good :D 

- Okay, as long as it's fine with my baby :D

- Haha, yeah it's cool :D 

- Ok, let's go. Have you got your phone?

- Yeah"

We got out of the house. I didn't want to say I'm leaving at first, I started to talk to him like nothing will happen:

"It's a beautiful day! ...I think :/

- Yeah! It's not too hot, not too cold. It's good :)

- Yes! 

- ...

- ...

- ...

- ...

- So... 

- Okay... Let me just say it

- What?

-   -I stopped, I held Harry's hand. We're now face to face- Harry, It's not gonna be easy for me to say it but... I'm leaving... tomorrow...

- What???!!!! W..W...W...Why?!!

- My tour will be starting tomorrow and I...

- Tour???? This means that you will be gone for almost a year. Selena! How could you do this??!!

- Me?! I had no choice! I didn't know I will meet you and all of this would happen!! I'm.. so sorry :(

- Well, can I come with you?

- .... No

- W???

- I... can't. I'm so sorry

- Forget it. Let's go home. You can go and pack

- Harry, are u mad?? :'(

- I don't wanna talk about it 

-    -He held my hand and pushed me home, we weren't far away- Harry!!! Why are you doing this! 

- Just shut up okay???!!! You need to go pack and I need to rest!!! 

- Harry... :'(

- Stop it!!!! It would be better!

- Har....ry"

He didn't reply! Why he was so mad at me?? I thought he loved me!!! I packed and got to bed next to him and said:

"Harry?

- Can you just leave me alone???? 

- Why are you mad at me?? You know this isn't my fault

- Well, actually, this time it is!!! 

- Why aren't you happy for me?

- Go away and I'll be!!"

This sentence hurted me!! It made me feel like when I'm away from him, he's happy! I don't know what to do. I think he will be bothered if I slept next to him this time. I got up to the room and picked up a duvet and a pillow. I put them on the sofa and got into a deep sleep. 

The next day, in the morning, a hand came and hit me. It was Harry, he said:

"Aren't you leaving today??? Go!!

- Good morning Harry

- Good morning SELENA.

-   -He used to say babe!- Actually, yes, thanx for waking me up.

- It was for my own good"

I grabed my bag and went to the door. I looked at Harry:

"Good bye Harry, I'll miss you

- Yeah, Yeah. Just leave okay!"

A tear fell from my eye. I turned around and I went to my car heading to the airport. After few minutes, I got there. The plane was ready to go. I turned around hoping to see Harry waving his hand smiling and proud of me but instead I saw a grandma hitting the security with her bag. 

Okay, first show is at Vancouver, Canada. It will probably take 6 hours to go there. I got out my headphones to listen to music. First song "Kiss You-One Direction". I skipped it because it passed a long time without him kissing me. I didn't want to start crying. Next song "Stars Dance". I hit play. 

Few hours later, we got there. I picked up my bags and went to my hotel. I started to practice a little but because the show will start in 5 hours. 

"Tonight we come alive

Stand up cuz you got that pride

Dan..." "It's a big bad world but I ai..." My ringtone. 

I picked up:

"Hello? Who is it?

- Selena? It's me... Harry

- Harry??? 

- Yes

- W..

- I called because I didn't want to say goodbye that way

- What do you mean?

- I realised that you're going on a tour, and I'm your boyfriend, that means that I have to cheer you. It's you first World tour and I have to encourage you. I don't know why I got mad. I think because I can't stay away from you. It's like leaving your world. I was a jerk when I was screaming at you. I'm really proud of you. Do you forgive me Selena?

-    -I sat down on the couch, I was crying- Is that even a question Harry? Of course I'll forgive you

- Are you crying babe? I want you to be happy

- I am! These are tears of joy :') Thank you Harry <3 I'm glad you understand me :D 

- Well, a princess deserve more than that :D 

- Hhh :D :D Thank you <3 

- I hope you will have fun on your tour. And even though we're far away, I will try to go to each one of your concerts! 

- Thanxx :D 

- All I could say is Good Luck :D And if a guy flirts with you just say "I Have A Boyfriend" :D :P

- Haha, I will don't worry :)

- I will talk to you everyday!! And if you had a problem just text me :D 

- I will :D :D

- Bye hunny :D 

- Bye Harry :D

- See you soon :*

- :*"

So Selena started her tour. They will not see each other. But Harry will find a way to be right next to her. Wanna find out what will happen? Please vote :D Enjoy :D

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