See i cant help but lie in bed thinking of you
Thinking all this shit you done put me thru
You say how can i be so shady,
making promises how ill always be your lady
But don't act like i'm the only one who broke it,
I had a future planned out and you had to go destroy it,
Thought you can sit there and control me,
be like who's that where you be, and how you never trust me
But baby yeah baby
I was happy till every night you had to start up a fight,
saying how can you be so disconnected,
never telling me your feelings and how you felt disrespected
But trust me i tried,
i tried to tell you how i felt, but you always made me cry
Like shut up girl you stupid,
how can you say you feel the way feel you should probably go and mute
Always Turn things around on me,
but see i get it now it was just your insecurities,
they seem to always be in the way,
made harder each and every day,
felt like i was fighting my enemy,
when i wanted to be loving my baby.
i finally had enough that night
you thought it was right, to put your hands on me
scream at me and choke me,
called me every name you knew,
stupid dumb slut ungrateful and cruel,
shit i never knew i could be so much in just a few seconds,
but you had a way with words, always stay manipulating,
my mind is clear now,
i was dumb to think you could be my king and be worthy of that crown
i take that thought back now
only shit worthy on your head
is your conscious knowing how you threw your girl against your bed,
how did i ever see you as a man, my man i let a man tell me how much i'm worth
i stand 5 ft tall but somehow still let you make me feel 2 inches small
but baby trust me,
your the first and last to ever truly hurt me,
I'll never let a nigga do me like you did,
made me look stupid naive and let you get inside my head,
but good riddance to you,
and let this be the last thing that's said,
with every emotion and sincerity, fuck you.
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Her Comfort Zone
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