You said you want me to be happy
But apparently with you I can't be
I care too much
I love to hard
At the end of the day it falls apart
Everything for nothing
Nothing for all I did
Whatever happened to "I like you, kid"?
All the things we went through
All the shit that was said
I see what I meant to you
Forget me, I'm dead
Dead on the inside, smiling out
Don't let him see what he did to you
Don't cry and don't pout
How the fuck am I supposed to hold my composure
With this sorry ass excuse of closure
You broke my heart I saw it coming
You prepared yourself though, you started numbing.
At my expense, what about me
What about the man I inspired you to be
You broke it all down and threw it back in my face
Yet you treat me like shit and "put me in my place"
I let you I can't believe I did
I tried to fix it and this is the thanks I get?
Fuck you, and fuck me too for falling for it
Falling for you and your laugh and your smile
You got the last laugh
I haven't laughed in a while
I haven't been happy
You were too blind to see
Just being selfish
Didn't see what you were doing to me
You made me happy you made me smile
You made me realize some guys are worth while
Then you spit on that image
Crumbled it to pieces
Took me a minute
How didn't I see it
Usher said it right, blinded from the start
But I don't want you to be the one to always have my heart
Yeah you were my boo but you won't always be
I don't need a nigga to be the happiest version of me
All these love songs bring heartbreak
Making niggas out to be something they ain't
Alicia said it too
I keep fallin in love with you
But Miss Lauryn Hill said it better
You let go and I'll let go to
Cause I know it's what we have to do
I know no one's hurt me more than you
I disagree with Beyonce, boo hoo
I'm hurt, my tears are here
I'm crying, I'm punching I'm screaming
But for what, you can't see me
You don't see what you've done to me
How you made me feel so empty
So hurt so betrayed
Might as well have been played
I love you so much it hurts
That I can't deny
My heart you made it burst
And kept on walking bye
Forget what I did for you
Forget the poems I wrote
Yes I meant everything I said for you
You can forget but I won't
I won't forget the I love yous and the I wish you were heres
I won't forget the way you made me face my biggest fear
You made me lose you
You did it, not me
I was trying so hard to be the best I could be
Tried to make us work
Tried to keep us together
Tried to make you see my worth
And keep our forever
Everything's done
It's all over
I'm still crying
And moping, but I'm sober
Still drunk on love, nothing I can do
I can't say I'll regret or ever forget you.
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Poems of Mine
PoetryHere are some poems I wrote. I write to vent, some are a little personal. Share, don't share, vote, don't vote, do you boo boo.