Chapter one.

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Please bare in mind I'm British,English so our slang/terms will not all be the same example : US: Mom UK: Mum US:Bruh UK: bruv/Fam

Shannay Love

"I once knew a girl who was fourteen, smart as hell, went to school and was on the sport teams and all the teachers loved her she was intelligent. She showed respect too and never was she negligent.

They even said that one day maybe she'll be president, maybe she'll finally be somebody worth remembering 'cause back where she came from nobody makes it out that's why they spoke highly of her cause she made them proud." I told my therapist as I sat on the black love chair in his office and play with my nose ring. I watched him write some stuff down then look at me.

"And what happened to this fourteen year old girl." He asks taking off his old man glasses and pulling at his full grey beard.

"Back at home things were fucked up her dad was always drunk and mum was gone. She never felt affection from him either all she ever felt way pain from the times he beat her.
Pops would always put his hands where he shouldn't have always kicking down the door while she's taking baths."

I stopped to take a few breaths this was hard for me.

"He would drag her to the floor and land a couple gabs knock the wind out her stomach slowly she collapsed.she was taken to the hospital barely breathing as her heart beat would stop and go." The words were getting caught in my throat and tears welled up in my eyes I kept looking at the ground as I refrained from looking at my therapist.

"The fourteen year old girl was you wasn't it? We can stop here if you like?" He questioned me.

I quickly nodded and grabbed my things and left out the building. As I was going down the steps Leigha's car pulled up front she rolled down the window and shouted . "Get in bitch we're going to the mall there's this new store I want show you."

I cheese real big I swear she always knows how to make me smile. I jumped in the passenger side and bopped my head to the music that was playing.

"Do yo dance,do yo dance, do yo dance ay juju on that beat ju-"

"Alright fam that's enough before I kick you out of my car." She cuts me off and takes the key out of the ignition and gets out the car.
I follow suit and wait for her to lock the doors before we enter the mall.

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After and hour of shopping we finally walk up to a all black store with hot pink lights called "Whipped" .

"The doors are shut Le I think they're closed" I tell her sounding pretty bummed 'cause the way how she was acting was like this store was the shit. But in reality on the outside this store look like a shop for hood rats.

"Bitch we enter through the side have patience."
I followed her lead and damn it was the most skimpiest clothing store ever. Had clothes that barley covered titties I mean yeah I'm a stripper but I don't show the whole crem de la crem .

"We need new outfits for tonight Dollar got the whole club booked out the top floor is for the basket ballers, VIP is reserved for the footballers and first floor is the base ballers. We're working in VIP tonight I know you want that new Truck so get your shit." Leigha explains to me.

I mean I'm no gold digger but I've wanted this range since forever, and best believe I was going to get it.
I started picking out clothes and throwing them into the basket.

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