I wouldn't want to lie
It's you who occupies my mind
And it scares me every time I think
That it's you who I always want to be with.
I don't get easily attach
Neither do I imagined that I am falling fast.
But the urge is so strong I cannot surpass
Nevertheless, this heart cannot decide, torn as precise.
I'm stuck between pushing you away and keeping you
Between being with you and leaving you
Between falling in love and suppressing it
It's bugging my existence and I hate it.
I'm afraid of the fact that I cannot love
Coz the past showed me the scars I have
That every bit of me cannot placed back
That it was all gone --- the capability I once had.
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PoetryAnu-ano ba yong mga iniisip mo sa gabi bago ka matulog? Siya ba? SIYA bang nagpaasa sayo ng 'forever'? O kaya naman si MAPAPAIT na alala ng nakaraan - mga katangahan? Yung kulog at malakas na ulan ba? O yung babae sa dulo ng iyong kama? Sin...
