I'll hold my breath (boyxboy)

THE BEGINNING OF THE END

As we walked into Liam's loft I was still angry at my mom, I couldn't believe she said that. I couldn't stop apologizing to Liam "I'm so sorry abou-" as I turn around to face him he surprisingly thrusts his lips upon mine and cupped my face with his warm and supple hands. I was a little startled at first but then I parted my lips and gave him access

As we're kissing he pulls away with his lips still brushing against mine he whispers "I'm falling pretty hard for you too Brett" we smiled at each other and kept kissing. he picked me up and I wrapped my legs around his waist his hands all over my body felt so amazing and I didn't want him to stop

"Liam please don-" I want to say it but I couldn't, I couldn't bring myself to ask him to stay

"Don't what" I saw worry on his face so I just didn't bother

"Nothing just keep kissing me" I planted my lips onto his before he could say anything

He pulled away "you know you're not losing me right?"

"Yeah I know" he was still holding me and as he played with my hair we couldn't take our eyes off of each other and I wanted him now more than ever, I leaned in and kissed his neck and made my way to his ear and nibbled on it before I whispered "please take me to your bed" he laughed and made his way to his room

He gently laid me down on his bed and climbs on top of me kissing me From my stomach slowly to my neck and I couldn't hold back on the moaning "Ahh Liam"

He kisses my cheek and says "I love how you moan my name.... do it again"

I smiled and respond "make me" he laughed and went back to kissing my neck and slowly made his way to my lips and lightly kissed me. he started to take his shirt of and I did same, his glorious body on top of mine was all I ever wanted. Every night for the past four days with Liam felt like new, but what made this night special was that it was our last

As we lay there just caressing each other I could feel his erection against mine and I couldn't deny wanting it, I looked into his eyes and he lightly smiled knowing, taking a hint I slowly unzip his pants and his member just came popping out hard as a rock, I Slowly wrap my hand around it and stoke I watched as he shut his eyes and starts to breathe heavily, I smiled and slowly slid the tip in my mouth which caught him by surprise because he gasped and held my head slowly pushing his hard member deeper into my mouth and I didn't reject him I wanted all of him in my mouth, I truly didn't know what I was doing but he seemed to like it so I didn't intend on stoping he moans "oh god" while throwing his head back his hands running threw my hair and his hard on getting harder. I picked up the pace which only made him go wilder "Brett I'm gonna cum" he says between breaths so I quickly stopped

"No not yet" I reply, he smiles and flips me over he was now on top and kisses me thrusting his hard member into me he slowly starts to kiss my stomach down to my jeans he unzips it and slides it off, he lays down next to me and turns me over so my back could be against his chest rubbing my bottom he says "mmm you have such a nice ass" I blushed and he kisses my cheek, he slowly slides a finger in me and it hurt a bit but it felt good he slowly slides it in and out and I moaned, then he slowly slides a second finger and I squealed he chuckled and kept going "oh fuck that feels so good" I moan grinding in his hard on while he fingers me

A few minutes later he says "fuck I can't take this I want to be inside you so bad"

I smile at him "go for it" he slowly slides the tip in and I shut my eyes knowing it was going to be painful but it actually felt amazing, he thrusts faster and faster and I moaned "oh my god Liam you feel so good" we moaned and he does it even faster, I couldn't hold it in anymore I was about to cum "oh fuck I'm gonna cum" I blurted out

"Cum for me" he replied in a husky voice which made me cum even faster I moaned his name louder which would probably alert the neighbors short after he came and he pulled me towards him he kissed me and afterwards we just laid there me in his arms, and him running his fingers through my hair it felt so good that I couldn't help falling asleep.

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"Brett wake up" why am I always being woken up "come on baby wake up" as soon as heard that word my eyes just flew open 'he called you baby'

"I'm awake......" I rolled over to face him, he was fully dressed "wha- what's going on" I asked as I rubbed my eyes

"It's time Brett" oh right

"Oh um ok let me get ready and I'll go with you, I'll drive you" he turned away from me

"You don't have to, I can call a cab"

"No I want to I want to be there with you"

"Alright" he turned back to face me and kissed my cheek lightly and walked out of the room.

I got out of bed and went into the bathroom to clean up.

"I'm ready" I prepped myself in the bathroom to stay positive and not show any sad emotion. I smiled at him and he smiled back, he walked up to me grabbed my hand an lead us to the door. we got into my car and I drove away

'What are you going to do once he's gone? Can you imagine starting over? what if you never meet someone like him again? what if you never meet him again?' my head was a dangerous place to beright now, my whole body tenses up and I griped the wheel tight, Liam saw and placed his hand on my thigh which immediately got me out of my head and back in the car with him.

We arrived to the airport and I slowly got out of the car saying to my self "don't cry Brett". Still didn't believe it even when it was all happening

As we stood there in the airport I couldn't help but wrap my arms around him and he hugged me back so tight I didn't want him to let go, but he did. he pulled my face towards his and kissed me, this kiss was different it was filled with love and passion. I pulled away "you're making this hard" I said

"Making what hard?" he asked gazing into my eyes

"Letting you go" I turned away so he wouldn't see as the tears fell down my face

"Brett please don't...." he pulled my face back wiping away my tears "don't let me go..."

"Then wha-" as I am about to speak we hear that his flight is boarding which means he had no time

"Brett I love you.."

"Don't" more tears fell as he said those words

"No Brett I do, I love you and I promise I'll be back"

Grabbing his hand and pulling him close I whisper "then until you do, I'll hold my breath" I kissed him and he ran away.

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