Mine

Constance

I stepped into my apartment with Rachel only to dodge a stuffed bear. I laughed at her. She was still unhappy about me picking on her sex life.

"You are wild in bed." I joked.

I couldn't help myself. "I didn't even know anyone was here." Rachel stated while walking away. She was only wearing a tank top and white underwear. Needless to say, she was absolutely certified flawless.

I shrugged. "Who was that girl if she's not you're new squeeze."

Rachel slouched on the sofa and I came down beside her. "Melissa, sexy as hell and into no strings attached."

I scrunched my nose up. "Well, let me know how that works for you. So, I can use the magic on Jax."

"You two aren't..."

I rolled my eyes. "No, everything with him is 'you are a submissive' blah blah blah."

"I thought you wanted to be his submissive."

"I do. I just don't want to be dismissed at some later date. I want Jax. I have to get him to want me back."

Rachel smiled. "He wants you."

I shook my head at her. "He's never kissed me and whenever I've tried to kiss him during sex he's turned his head. There is such a disconnect." I do wish Jax would grasp my hair hard and smash his lips against mine. He never does and I always feel a weakness because of it. I keep hoping though.

My phone rang. I slipped it out of my purse. A picture of Jax sleeping popped up. I'd taken the picture while he slept one morning. "He is going to kill me." I told Rachel as I pressed the green button to answer. "Yes, Jax."

"Where the fuck are you?"

"With Rachel, were you worried?"

"Why the fuck are you there?"

"Girl talk, Jax."

"What are you talking about?"

"You."

"What about me, Alana?"

"What did you need, Jax?"

"What the fuck were you talking about Alana?"

My eyes widened at Rachel to convey that he was pissed. "We were discussing anal, Jax. I was getting some tips from Rachel on how to do it."

"Alana," Rachel chastised me for telling Jax her business.

"Now, Rachel's mad at me. I'm on my way, Jax."

He hung up the phone.

I sighed. "See, what I deal with? So, what are those anal tips?"

Rachel rolled her eyes at me. She actually thought I was playing.

"I"m serious. Jax keeps threatening to fuck my ass. I need to keep his trust so I just know he's going to quiz me soon as I walk through the damn door. He's sexually frustrated at me being on my period. Tomorrow I have an appointment for birth control."

Rachel shook her head. "You're going to give him everything."

I shrugged. "I've got it bad." I said as I began to horribly belt out Usher's tune. I was blessed with many things and singing is definitely not a skill of mine."

"If you shut up, I'll tell you."

I grinned.

Twenty minutes later, I was walking through Jax's front door. He had heard me come up because he stood there like a creeper. I jumped back since I didn't expect him to be there.