That moment when your mom tells you to take your time in the shower and wash your hair thoroughly but after like ten minutes yells at you for taking so long and then you realise you used up all her epic conditioner to try and follow directions so when she asks what you used you say something else and she still yells at you and says she bought everything in there for you and you use the one thing that's hers even though she knows he problems you have with your hair and buys you the same thing each time and also everything in the restroom belongs to her and she never trusts you when you say you actually tried to wash it and then you realise that not only does your family not love you but neither does anyone else in the whole world and you can't even love yourself but you can't kill yourself because it'd "send you to hell" and you have like one friend who would actually care and your life is in shambles
Also the other day my one "friend" Francesco said he thought I have tons of feelings bottled up inside, and I asked if he reads my Wattpad but he doesn't. That's when I realised I can't keep this up forever, and one day It's all going to spill out and make matters way worse. But I know you don't care.
