Forgive Me?

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Maddys POV
I woke up around 1:15 am to not find Gerard in bed with me, I figured he was using the bathroom so I looked over to the bathroom and saw it was open and there was no light on, I walked downstairs to hear something from the basement, I walked over to the basement door to hear Frank moaning, I didn't remember Frank inviting anyone over, I quietly opened the basement door and tiptoed down the stairs to saw what I wish I never did.
My boyfriend getting pounded in the ass by his best friend. I felt the tears come to my eyes as I quickly ran up the stairs to Gees room and layed back in bed, I cried until I heard Frankie panting as he ran upstairs, meaning Gerard was gonna be coming into here any second. I quickly wiped my face getting rid of any tears, and closing my eyes making me seem asleep, a few minutes later I heard Gerard's door open, I felt him climb into bed next to me and wrap his arms around my torso, I wanted to push him away, tell him to stop, but I couldn't, this is what I wanted, nothing else, I was over thinking so much my brain shut down and I fell asleep, in his arms.
The next morning brought to you by Teal Roots Gerard
I woke up in Gerard's arms, remembering what I had witnessed less then eight hours beforehand, I climbed out of bed to go make some coffee, when I got downstairs I saw that Allie and Mikey were on the couch, I mumbled a good morning to no response, I sighed knowing it was because of what I did lastnight, I was just trying to play around with them but I realized they were angry at me about it, great, just how I wanted to have my day to go. I knew I had to talk to Gerard about it today but I didn't know how to go about it, I made a pot of coffee, once the coffee was finished I poured it into a mug and sat down at the kitchen table. I threw my head into my hands and sighed. I sat there drinking my coffee with a blank expression until I saw a flash of bright red messy hair turn the corner into the kitchen. I looked up and saw Gerard and mumbled a morning to him keeping the blank expression on my face, he looked over at me with a confused look, he stopped pouring his coffee and came to sit next to me, he went to grab my hand but I pulled away and scowled at him, he looked hurt and that broke me, but I couldn't let him know that he broke me, I couldn't let my guard down
"Baby, what's wrong?" He asked in a low whisper, I looked down and prepared myself
"Shouldn't that name be reserved for Frank, or should I say, Frankie" I shot back at him a little more harsh than I had meant, I looked backed at him and saw that all color had drained from his face, he looked as if he had just seen a ghost
"Maddy, can we bring this up to our room?" He asked me, he referred to it as our room, I shook my head and stood up, he walked ahead of me and looked like he had his head down, I could tell he was ashamed, and not just "oh I got caught I need to look ashamed" but a genuine look of shame and sorrow. When we got up to the room I sat down at the head of the bed and he sat at the foot of it.
"Maddy please let me explain before you assume anything" assume? What was there to assume? I nodded silently wanting to hear what he had to say
"Maddy, I'm bi, and this between frank and I isn't what you and I have, it's not love, we're just two dudes trying to get fucked, and the pleasure I need, well logically you couldn't give to me" he said looking down, I felt a little better knowing there wasn't any love there and it was mainly them just trying to bust a nut.
"Gee, it relieves me to hear that it's not like you're dating someone behind my back, but you could have at least talked to me and explained that it was happening before we got together" I said with tears starting to form in my eyes, he must have seen that because he scooted forward and wrapped his arms around me,
"Gee" I said, my voice broken and raspy from crying.
"Yes love?" He said, not breaking the hug and nuzzling his face in the crook of my neck,
"Can you promise me to not meet with Frank anymore to do that?" I asked, my voice barely above a whisper,
"Yes, and we'll talk more about this, but for now let's get cleaned up because I have a surprise for you today" he said pulling away from the hug and kissing my forehead.
"Gerard," I said
"Yea baby?" He asked looking back at me.
"I love you" I said getting off the bed to go get clothes.
"Fuck" I mumbled, remembering that I didn't have clothes with me, I texted Stacy knowing she could get into my room and get me clothes without my parents knowing, because god knows that if I were to go there I wouldn't leave. She agreed and I just told to to pack a duffle bag full of clothes tampons and all those necessities. She said she'll meet me at Gerard's house in about 30 minutes. I told Gerard I was going outside to wait for her, he looked scared knowing Stacy was gonna find out I stayed the night there, I reassured him that I explained to her and she promised not to tell anyone. He looked relieved as he kissed me before I headed outside. Soon enough I saw Stacys Land Rover pull in the driveway
"SUP BITCCCH" she yelled jumping out of the car with my black Nike duffle,
"Nothing much, what bout you?" I asked grabbing my duffle from her,
"Ahh same old same old out doing shit I should be, y'know?" She said, I laughed, of course she would, that's Stacy for you,
"Oh I know all too well what that's like" I said laughing,
"Well, I have to get going, Gerard has a surprise for me I guess," I said with a light chuckle, she laughed and said goodbye as I made my way inside, I ran up the stairs to Gees room to get changed, I threw on my ripped jeans and BMTH cropped hoodie, I threw in my piercings and threw on some makeup and ran downstairs to find everyone sitting on the couch. I slowly walked over to everyone and on the recliner,
"So what's the surprise" I asked putting my legs up on the chair, Gee stood up and smiled walking towards me wth his hands behind his back,
"So Maddy I know you like Pierce the Veil, so I got you backstage meet and greet passes, also we are gonna be the opening band for the concert" Gerard said the last part mainly towards the guys, I jumped up and hugged him, he picked me up as I mumbled into his neck
"I love you"

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