They keep telling me to get help.
That throwing up my food isn't good.
Or normal.
But I can't stop.
They keep telling me to eat more
And when I tell them I can't,
They yell or sigh or shake their head.
But I can't.
They keep telling me to stop running.
Constantly exercising.
It makes me feel weak.
But I can't stop.
They keep telling me to see a doctor.
To get prescribed a cure.
I want to, I do.
But I can't.
They keep saying it's hurting them as much or maybe more, then it hurts me.
And that's what hurts me.
I'm hurting them.
But I can't stop.
I'm sorry.
