BEGIN || Jeon Jungkook

Prologue

I smiled,even at this situation.

My whole body left numb. I'm in pain,I'll tell you than. But even though that just happened,I'm still smiling. "Jungkook!" I could hear one of my friends yell. Jin-hyung. He was there. He was with me before it happened. He was there for me...all along.

He..he didn't deserve to see what just happened. "I'm sorry,hyung." I managed to say those words as he sat next to me.

"Jungkook,it's okay." He held my hand,trying his best to comfort me,but I could tell he was at the state of panic. His voice may sound calm,but his body said it all. His hands trembled,like crazy. I managed to laugh,even if it hurt. "I'm thankful because of you,hyung."

"You're not leaving me,okay? You'll get through this,I know you will. You have to." I'll say this. Jin-hyung,a boy born with a silver spoon,because I'm saying this,I'm putting away the rich stereotypes. Unlike some,he's caring,and in all honesty,I don't think someone like me deserved to be cared by him.

"You'll get through this. I know you will. I'll believe in than." I only smiled,as he clenches my hand. "You're my little brother, I don't want to lose you." Even if he was saying those words,he managed to hold himself back from crying. But his voice made it obvious what he was feeling. " We're not related,hyung."

I want him to forget those memories we had. I want him to get rid of it,because it will haunt him as time goes by.

He smiled,only now did tears start streaming down his face. "Yeah,we're not. But..to me,it feels like you are. I want to believe that you are my little brother. I want to believe that all of you. You,Suga,Rap Monster,J-Hope,Jimin and V,are my brothers."

Tears started streaming down my face. "I don't deserve to be cared by someone like you."

" Don't say that." He still held on to my hand. People were crowding us. Wondering what happened,what was the fuss about. We didn't mind them at all. Jin,on the other hand,just let all the tears out. Not even thinking of holding back. "You deserve to be treated properly. I'm sorry I couldn't give you that much."

My heart beat was quite weak,but still manageable. The pain was still there,but as each minute passes by,it felt really sore. From afar we could hear some people panicking,some people were busy calling for help. "It hurts,huyng." I admitted,as he looked at me,tears were still streaming down luis face.

"I never told you this." I paused for a second,trying to catch my breath. "But whenever...
I see you or any of our friends act sad or depressed,it always left like I was dying seeing them act like that. I've never shown it,but I've been feeling that way for a very long time. It hurts until now. I just want all of you to be happy."

Jin hugged me,making tears fall on my shirt. "I'm sorry for making you feet that way. I'm sorry for not being able to notice it from the start. I'm sorry for everything. I really am."

I really couldn't help but laugh. "I really couldn't help but laugh. "I really don't deserve someone like you,hyung."

"Stop saying that,Jungkook. I'm the one who doesn't deserve someone like you. I don't deserve someone who cares for me. It should've been me indtead of you. Why couldn't it be me?"

From afar,I could hear an ambulance siren coming towards where we were. "Don't blame yourself,hyung." I mustered enough energy to raise my left hand,just so that I can pat his head,trying my best to comfort him. Because this is for the best.

"I'm thankful for everything you're done for me,hyung." I started. "I really am." I knew what was to happen. I already accepted this reality.
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Love you my brother,thanks to my brothers.

I now have emotions I became me.

So,I'm me.

Now I'm me.

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