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Basically407 - I'm sorry...

He whispers at me
" Don't tell but I like this guy named Brock. He's smart, handsome, oh! He's so dreamy and perfect. I couldn't help smiling at him at class because he's so perfect!!! Then-- " He continued to talk about this Brock guy.... then I stopped listening because my heart was breaking. Like a spear was thrown into my body. Like a wound that is in pain.

Finally he stops talking

" What do you want to say again? "

Oh sh*t umm ummm I can't tell my feelings. I don't want him to have a problem about me.

" Remember when I said I would fail in math? " I said nervously

" Yes? "

" Well thanks to you, I finally passed it. "

" High five for Marcel! " He high fives me. Might be the last time I touch his hand.

Update: Friendzoned

...the.next.day...

Scotty kept on staring at Brock at first period. It was annoying because I felt really jealous. My fist was ready to meet Brock's face, but I have make Scotty happy. I don't want him to cry or get mad at me. I have to be the guy he still knows.

Lunch time, he kept on talking about him, I learned that they both love video games, singing, YouTube, Toy Story and the color green and all the crap. It was annoying but I had to support Scotty... even in the times where he can't support me.

...Few.days.later...
I...i punched him... Brock... with my anger and jealousy I couldn't help but to give him the pain I had

All my emotions were all over the place, I don't know what was happening, I can't help myself. My heart was beating so fast, my vision and mind wasn't clear, my hands were sweating, tears started to run down. I was having a panic attack. I breath heavily...

Everything was happening so quickly.

Scotty runs to Brock, looking at me with me a worried face, disappointment I was. I ran, I ran because I know that he hates me, I cannot explain to him why I would do such a thing. He wouldn't accept my apology.

I'm a nobody, I lost my best and only friend. I can't be happy anymore. What will happen to my life?

I ran to the bathroom, in the cubicle. I tried to catch my breaths but it just keeps on getting worst, eventually anxiety, he voices come to me

You prick, a sc*mbag like you can't be forgiven. He hates you! Nothing you can do to change that

It's right...

Useless, useless, no friends, not even your family cares about you, what are you going to do with your life now you're... a little sh*t

I'm a piece of sh*t, never should I have existed.

I can't escape it, it's too late
It's never getting out of there
I can't control anymore

( holy sh*t never thought of writing it so deep. Hue hue I just write what comes in mind so yeahhh. )

...next.day...
People were looking at me, some were making fun of me, some were whispering in each other's ear, some even pushed me and got mad at me.