Transformer

Chapter 8, Where are you?

Sometimes...I feel like I achieved nothing in my life.
Nothing important.
The only thing was it was my memories.
That's all. My endless memories kept flowing in my mind and out.
Wait no, in my mind forever.
Forever...
"Min Chan..why aren't you talking to me..?" Chanyeol came to my side and asked.
Sitting on my chair, I drew the picture and ignore him like he was a piece of dust.
"TALK TO ME." He commanded.
Nope. Not happening.
"WHY-"I interrupted him.
"Leave,"I replied harshly.
"Min Chan...why are you doing this to me? I like you..but now that you done..this..I still like you..you don't like me..right?" He asked me.
Face to face.
I can't say no...right..I do like him. I truly do.
"N....No. Now go away!" I pushed him.
I can't believe I did that...I do like him. My brain says so. I wanted to say yes. Why?!
The sadness appeared in his face, as the hopeful look disappeared.
It made me so guilty.
"I know...what am I doing."
Evil spoke to me.
"You been doing this?"I replied in my mind.
"Yes. Trust me...I will help you control your powers if that what's you wanted. Trust me."
"HOW?! You are evil-"
"I know I am. But sometimes I would want to know how it feels like helping people..."
I nodded.
As I continued drawing, not realizing Chanyeol was still standing there.
"Why are you nodding?"
I jumped to shock, as my book flew up to the air.
I felt a soul coming out of me.
"UGH!" I shouted as I caught it.
Looking to the person, I gasped.
"Why are you still here?" I asked.
Where is the evil me who was trying to help me?
Where is Transformer?
"Just tell me yes...i know you will tell me so..."
"Please, please.."he begged.
"....fine. Yes. Happy now?" I said.
"YAY! Celebration- wait..is that the truth?"
He had this puppy eyes look.
"Yes, mister."
He hugged me. As I hugged him back.
"Why didn't you say yes just now?"
"I couldn't."
"Why?"
"The evil was...helping me? That was what she said to me in my mind.."
"I think I know why.."
I looked up to him, giving him a
Questioning look.
Placing my book on the table.
"The evil is..gone...she went out. Did you hear any voices or-" he got interrupted by a loud thud.
Looking around, he found me on the floor.
I was in my dream, seeing a note.
On the dark floor.
A dark room where the evil was.
It's gone...
Coming forward
I read the note.
"Dear myself,
You can't find me here anymore. I decided to help you and you did really trust me. I know I am like a really annoying part of your body, I will still miss you very much. I know you thought by helping, you thought it was not you. It was you, silly. This was a plan, I been planning for days.
I hope you will enjoy the rest of your life without me, and stay happy. I am doing this for you. Please take the chance and don't let me down. Well..I know you been wishing for this so long..now I think I know how it felt to be helpful for once. Especially your heart, which was so different from other people. Instead of doing something cruel, you stood out and help many people. I am glad to be you.
Thank you....
And bye.
By: Your evil self."
Touched by the note, tears came, spilling out with sadness.
I actually miss you.
And I won't let you down, my best friend. I won't.
I will never...
I know where you are now.
Somewhere happy, since you helped me.
Thank you for this...thank you so much...

AUTHOR NOTE:
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