Sigh

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Sigh...
There it goes again, grumbled the brown haired male.
He covered his face and then, once again, sighed.
Why am I like this?
I guess I am tired of living already then?
Is breathing even that worth?
Everything is just pointless,

Very pointless.

His life is already too broken,
Ever since he was a kid, he and his mother were very poor.
They only have a little cash to live for,
They live in a very cheap and broken home along with their other neighours that are feeling the same pain as he is.
Yet, he is happy.
Why is that so?

Happy to be alive?
How pathetic to think of something like that!
He is just trying to live along with the positives, even though he can't really get the things he wanted, the things he wanted to try, taste, all of them.
Isnt that stupid?
He never got anything he wanted.
Never get to have a chance to feel such wonderful freedom.
He is always trapped, in his broken world.

His mother dates different kinds of men
How amusing is that even, mother?
Isn't that disgusting?
...unlike someone who would do the nasty things like that woman.
Thinking about that mother of a certain someone.
Sigh...
There it goes again.

This is pointless, isn't it?
I understand that.
I'm sorry.
...Just turn into happiness, already.

Since when have I become like this?
This isn't even fun at all!
I want to know....
I want to know....
I want to know the cause of my sighs!

Suddenly, a light appeared infront of him.
Curious, he looked at it closely to see...
An angel, younger than him.
She seems to be similar from someone.
Reaching her hand to him with a cheeky smile on her face was put on.
Then intertwined hers with his, and said;
" Give me your sighs,
And I will replace them with happiness. "
Chris couldn't help but then noticed that a "please" slipped out of his mouth.

Time went by and then Chris is already fond of this angel.
His sighs were ofcourse turned to happiness, as what the angel promised. He started to be bright and happy once more, just like the old him.
But now it's the real smile he has felt.
Everytime a smile returns to him, he suddenly remembered something.
That angel, and a memory are now linked.

His eyes widen as he remembered a small scene of that angel,
Now he can no longer feel happiness.
His world is now crushed.
Cracked to see a memory,
That he never wanted to remember.

It was the day, where it's her birthday,
Chris and their classmates are invited to her house for a party.
Now excited, he decided to talk to her, and get to know her more.
But then... when that time came...

She was on the floor, blood oozing out of her cold body. She can no longer move or breathe.
Chris did nothing but held on her hand tightly, crying out her name.
Today is the day he was supposed to try and get to know her more, ever since liking her at the first day of school.
She was a kind angel.
A very beautiful kind angel.
Now all covered up in blood, from falling down at the staircase.

What did he ever do to deserve this?
" Gardenia... "
He whispered once more, but it was too late. She is no longer here in this world.
Desperately, he blew on her hand.
For her to feel warmth, desperately he kept on doing this until she was taken away to the hospital.

I see you remembered now.
Chris didn't reply but kept on crying, he gripped on his chest. He noticed that this angel he was fond of... is now dead. This angel that he is fond of is the person he liked. His classmate. His... angel.
Gardenia wrapped her arms around Chris from behind;
What you were doing was not "sighing"
You were trying to warm me up by blowing a gentle, gentle wind.
Now he understands why.
Now he knows why.
Why is he like this for years now.

I'm sorry for being late, finally...
I can return the favor.
She pulled away and then floated backwards;
Chris slowly looked back at her, to see her smiling.
Why are you smiling?
Doesn't it hurt to see you no longer exist here?
Why are you like this?

No more sighing now,
Come on and raise your head!
She cheered and then now, disappeared along with the shining light.

Chris woke up from his room and sat up, everytging was a dream yet it felt so real...
He noticed tears were dripping out
He wiped them and smiled.
Thank you, Gardenia.

He heard a knock on the door;
" Chris? Can you please open that for me? " his mother called out to him.
He nodded and then walked to open the door.
It revealed a blonde person,
" Hello, my name is Walter and.. You are Chris... right? "
" H-huh? "
" ...I have a mission for you. "

[ A/N ]
Haha haPPY BELATED VALENISRUSSELLTINES
IDK WHAT TO WRITE SOMETH FOR RE DREAM SO UM. VALENTINES SPECIAL I GUESS?
wow taka ur being dumb rn.
ANYWAY
'sigh' is not originally made by me, it's none other thanby Iroha ( Sasaki) ft. Rin Kagamine :')
honestly I wanted to make this a Gardenia x Russell but then Chris needs more love sooooooo lmao
I still cant get over those potato chips like jfc man Im I LOVR looking at the PV MADE BY sUZUNOSUKE SAMA♡ the floweR PETALS ARE NOW BETWEEN LOOKING THEM AS CHIPS AND PETALS LMAO
SO,,, wow i talked too much sorry
Anyway, soon I'll post Chapter 4!! I just only need to fix some things and I'll be publishing it right away!
Once again, Happy (belated) Vaentines day and thank you for reading Re_DrEaM! ^^

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