Climbing The Steps Of Adulthood

Chapter 10: Confide

So basically everything is all my fault....

I learnt that you never should tell anybody about your financial status.

Ever.

I mean I told my aunt about my debit card and how my father adds money to it .
Little did she know that  my father hasn't added money to it in ages and that I've been using it to survive since I'm not working.

How can some one be street smart and I don't go anywhere? How can I know what to expect if I've never experienced it?.

Of course she's always right because she's superior than everyone else how dare I?

Of course its my fault? What did I expect anyway?.

It's always my fault.

I went to church the other day because let's face it I need Jesus in my life.

Urgently.

I actually had a good day at church.

Upon until I heard my phone vibrate when the ceremony was over and persons was lining up to go outside the church.

As I really the words on my phone screen the tears pooled in my eyes and I blinked them back quickly as I was surrounded by people.

I smiled even though I was crumbling inside.
But as the years progress I realize I've gotten Better at hiding my emotions.

I don't know if that's a good or bad thing honestly.

This message was from my sister and it read:

"My expectations of you WERE very High and that was because you are a "book smart" person. I have now realized that you are "book smart" but not street smart and as such my high expect have fallen. All you had to do yesterday when you were leaving the house was call to find out where I was.
You can't ASSUME that you know where I am. When you assume you make an ASS of U and Me, hence the word ass-u-me. The next thing is you know Katherine lives beside me.
Give her the key.