[ 1578 words, english ]
"Yah! kids, be careful! you might trip off!" i heard my mother shout but i didn't listen. i conitnued running or more like chasing Hobi. At the time i catch up to him, we both sat down chasing our breath while laughing.
"I love you~ but,i need to go home now." i don't know why but the way he said I love you, it feels like there's something more.
"you'll comeback again, right?" i asked.
"Yes, I promise." he said then we did a pinky promise.
MINDS CAN FORGET BUT HEARTS NEVER WILL
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i cried myself out loud. I'm tired of everything. I want to give up. Full of family problems, school works, and.. break up. I feel like anytime, I'll break down. I just want to sleep, and never wake up again.
I looked at the bench on the side. He's still there. I always see him sitting there, alone. Isn't he ired of bekng alone? Because me? I'm so sick of it!
I decided to go near him.
"Do you mind if I sit here?" I asked. He looked at me and placed his literature book down.
"you're eyes looks puffy. why did you cry pretty girl? don't you know that a pretty girl shouldn't cry?" He said and smiled. Angelic. I thought. I tapped the seat beside him...
"I..." i started. This is weird, we don't even know each other yet I'll open up about my personal life? But who cares, for hell's sake no one ever dared to ask me what's wrong. And hearing him say those words... it gave me comfort.
"Just... family problems. I'm always stuck in the middle." my voice started to break so he patted my back and gestured that i can continue.
"Plus, loads od school works, my boyfriend broke up with me and told me that everything was just a stupid game." I couldn't handle anymore and tears started streaming down my face.
He gave me his hanky and I gladly took it.
"He doesn't deserve your tears. You deserve so much better. And.. as for your family problems, I hope that it'll be fine soon. Remember, God gave you those problems because he knows that you can surpass it. lastly, school works, do you want me to help?" I looked at him with teary eyes. He laughed and said "I'm sorry, my bad. It might've sound weird. My name's Jung Hoseok, you are?" He said in a hyper mood. I shook his hand and introduced myself as well. I didn't want to act rude as I was the first one to approach anyway.
"thanks hoseok. hmm, see you later?" I asked. He nodded and I left.
Others don't really talk to me. As if i'm invisible.
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We always eat lunch together. And yes, he helps me with my school works. He helped me get my mind away from my ex boyfriend.
Othee people's stares sometimes bothers me as they're looking at us as if we're crazy.
"Lost in the middle of your thoughts?" He said and pout. Please he's so cute.
"Sorry. But please don't be too cute. You might be my crush." I jokingly said which caused the both of us laugh.
"um, I need to go now... see you again?" He was uncertain. It made me feel a bit anxious but I shrugged that feeling off.
"Alright. Take care!" I said and he hugged me tight. In the short time that we spent together, I feel like I've grew close to hoseok. I feel so comfortable around him. As if we've been together before, but it sure is impossible.
