sex ❦ s.h & m.g

baby you're hurt

well the time had come for me to meet scott..

i woke up in the morning and roll out of bed and went to the bathroom to get ready.

i took a shower and put some concealer on my dark circles.

i dont want scott i lost any sleep because of him.

he doesnt deserve to know that and have that satisfaction of winning. 

mitchy baby come cuddle me.

ben honey i have to leave. i said giving my boyfriend a peck on the lips.

just ditch scott and cuddle me please.

honey.. i think scott and i both need closure. i'll be home before you know it.

okay okay... i love you mitchy.

wait what??

i... i love you.. you don't have to say it back yet i just... i was ready to tell you.

oh um ok..im not ready yet im sorry ben.

ben?

yeah babe that's your name..

i know but you never call me ben unless you're mad...

im sorry i just have a lot on my plate and i really wasn't thinking

its ok I just want you to be safe mitchy

i will im an adult and ive been through too much to not know my way around a situation.

ok mitchy im proud of you for doing this

thank you

and with that i left my apartment to see scott for the first time in months
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i waited in starbucks... and waited... and waited... and waited.

i waited for over an hour for Scott and still nothing. i was gathering my things getting ready to leave but as i had my back to the front door i felt a tap on my shoulder.

hello mitchy

don't call me that, scott richard hoying.

how do you know my full name?

have to know the full name of your victims. i said with a smirk

he swallowed loudly and sat down

why the fuck are you so late?

im sorry new york traffic is really bad. he was twiddling his fingers and not making eye contact.... he was lying.

why are you lying hoying?

huh? im not lying.

yes you are tell me what really happened..

i um... got beat up on my way here...

WHAT?!?! SCOTT SHOW ME YOUR FACE RIGHT NOW!!

he looked up and low and behold he had a dark discolored bruise on his left cheek right under his eye.

scott ar..are you ok?

yeah..im used to it..

scott c'mon let's go to the bathroom and get you cleaned up..

o..ok..

by this point i didn't care about  hating him. he was hurt and i couldn't just leave him like this and not care that would be so rude.

mitch you really don't have to help it...it's ok

scott stop this isn't ok...please let me help

tears were involuntarily falling down my face as i put a damp paper towel to his

mitchy?

yes?

why... why are you crying?

im.. im not.

yes you are look. he said pointing to the mirror.

i looked up and saw tears running down my face. i wiped them up and kept cleaning up his face. his dopey little eyes were starring at my face.

mitchy why are you crying? what's wrong?

nothing im ok stop worrying about me. i need to make sure you're ok

im ok mitch... sorry for calling you mitchy force of habit i guess...

habit?

nothing just forget it...

we both stopped and starred each other in the eyes....

*no no no no i can't fall for him no no no stop it mitch*

mitch...?

i didn't respond and we both kept still then... it happened we both leaned it

and we kissed

it started to turn into a light make out

scott used his mouth to trap my bottom lip

he grabbed my face and his touch made my skin feel like it was on fire

we kept at it for a good minute and i felt so dizzy and weak

but it was like no kiss ive ever felt before

then he pulled away...

we were both super hot and red

i could tell he was embarrassed

whoa...

i um im sorry..i should..go

he turned to walk out but i grabbed his arm

scott...wait

wh..what?

then i kissed him again

i don't know why but it felt so right

i didn't feel like my happiness was forced i actually felt true happiness

im sorry ben