Scars to your beautiful | j.p x a.v [COMPLETED]

chapter 11 : jealous?

|alissa|

"Good morning my beautiful people!" I said as I held my vlog camera out.

"I'm really sorry I haven't been uploading for the past few days. I have just had a little time to myself which was well over due" I said

"But guys I'm back and better than ever!" I said with a smile

"So never ever work yourselves to hard! Your body is precious and you need to take care of it" I said

"No good day isn't started off without-" I said opening my balcony door and stepping out

"Can I get a HOOOOYYYAAAA!" I screamed at the top of my lungs for my whole street to here

"I'm going for a run so I will be back" I said ending my vlog and headed out for a long run.

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I stopped out the front of our house breathing heavily, sweat dripping down my face. I wiped it off quickly taking off my headphones and heading into the house to see everyone inside chilling. I waved to everyone before making my way upstairs to have a shower. I walked into my bathroom ad started the shower.

"Can I come in?" I heard Tessa on the other side of the door

"Sure" I said as I removed my shoes. This is what girls do, we shower in front of each other. It's just a thing that was do.

"Sooo....." Tessa said sitting on my toilet seat as I stepped in the shower, feeling the warm water trickle down my skin.

"Jake is sorry" she said

"Is he really?" I asked

"Yea..." she trailed off. I sighed feeling guilty. I felt guilty because I lashed out on him for no reason. He doesn't know, he just wants to help me. But I don't want anyones help. And it didn't help that it was that time of the month either.

"no... I should be the one apologising to him" I said as I massaged the shampoo in my hair

"Are you kidding?!" She said and I nodded

"He hasn't been through 10x as much as what you have" she said not agreeing with me

"That's true but he doesn't know. He doesn't know it's a sensitive topic for me" I said, she sighed still not agreeing with me

"We were both in the wrong. He wouldn't take no for an answer and I lashed out on him. It was be fine" I said

"Hopefully" Tessa smiled

"Anyway... Jake invited a few friends over..." Tessa said standing up.

"I will be down soon" I said and she smiled nodding before leaving

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"So there are some people over and it is like 7pm" I said looking at my phone

"I just have a white top on with some jeans" I said showing my camera my outfit

"So now I actually have to go and be social" I said putting my hair all in my face as I walked out of my room. I made my way downstairs to see a few people just hanging around. My eyes landed on Jake with his arm around a girl. They were both facing my back so I couldn't really tell who it was.

I awkwardly walked in and sat on the couch seeing who the girl was. It was Amanda Cerny. I was so confused and I could tell Tessa could see it. Amanda was cuddled up into Jake's side and he had his arm wrapped around her. He didn't even acknowledge that I was there, just looked straight past me. 

"You guys want to order some pizza?" Jake asked. Everyone either replied with a nod or sure. Jake went to go stand up but Amanda pulled him back down again.

"Stay with me" she said in a baby voice, he nodded kissing her on the cheek before she wrapped her arms around his waist and he wrapped his Arma round her shoulder. I just rolled my eyes getting up and walking into the kitchen to get a drink.

It was going to be a long night....

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We had gotten the pizza and ate just chatting amongst ourselves. At the moment I was talking with Tessa, Jay Alvarrez and a friend of his. But I was to distracted by Jake and Amanda. They haven't moved since I came down... still in the same position as before. She's been laughing at all his jokes and they have been doing-like.... things a fricken couple would do?!

It's been driving me insane and I couldn't tolerate it any longer. I needed some air.

"I will be back" I said grabbing my cup and walking outside. It wasn't cold so I sat on the couch and looked up at the stars.

I was actually jealous. I didn't know why... but I was defiantly jealous. When someone gives you so much attention and then just completely stops and doesn't even acknowledge that you are there..... that hurts. I don't like. It's not like that..... well is it. No alissa. what the hell are you talking about?! I can't like him. 

"Want some company?" A thick Australian accent said as he walked closer to me

"Sure" I said seeming that it wouldn't be any harm

"I'm sorry I didn't get your name?" I asked

"It's Alex, Alex Hayes" he said with a smile before sitting down

"I'm Alissa" I said

"Wait... you're in some of jay's videos, right?" I asked as he looked quite familiar

"Yea a few" he said

"They look like so much fun" I admitted 

"They are a blast. Maybe you could travel with us?" He said

"That would be awesome" I said with a smile

|jake|

The whole point of Amanda being here was to make Alissa jealous.... Well that hasn't gone to plan at all as she's disappeared. I didn't see where she went. One second she was with Tessa and Jay. The next she was gone.

"Is it working?" Amanda whispered in my ear

"I don't know where she went" I said looking around

"She will come around" Amanda said with an apologetic look before getting up as she was going to leave. There was only Amanda and Jay left out of the people that came tonight, everyone else had left. It was like 2am.

I got up walking over to where Jay and Tessa were to see Alissa outside. She was all on her own... then I saw a figure sitting next to her.

"Who's that?" I said poitning outside

"Alissa" Tessa said like it was obvious... well I duh I can see her

"Who's that?" I said pointing at the guy next to her

"Ohhh... him" tessa said with a smile looking up at Jay

"Yeah, that one there, who is that?" I asked impatient at the little game they were playing was annoying me

"That's Alex Hayes" Jay said

"You have got to be kidding me" I said 

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