I was gonna do it. I was ready. I was gonna...
At my locker, there was a note waiting for me. Let me tell you, I think that is the crappiest I have felt in my whole life. Im a terrible person. I am.
Thats why I went.
I ate pie and he talked... he told me about it.
Ben kissed him, he pulled away, and he hasnt talked to Ben since.
Im still mad. Its hard for me not to be mad once I am. But I guess it wasn't cas' fault. Maybe it was mine...
It was neither of our faults... if that sentence makes sense
Its not like we made up, its not like there was a big dramatic kiss, its not like we are together again
But now I know...
I want to be with him, but thats the last thing I want
Maybe some more time...
Cas is so sad. He is just so sad. I hate it. But Im mad. And I cant not be. And Im trying not to be. And Cas was crying. And
What is this
What is happening
Nothing makes sense
It used to be so perfect and now I cant even imagine it
Just... time
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Dean Winchester's Middle School Diary
FanfictionHey! This is Sam Winchester, and I found my older bro Dean's diary. So, now Im posting it here for all to see. Why don't you go on and read about his pathetic life and his pathetic crush on his friend named Cas. And, he STILL won't admit that he lik...
