Control

Okay so.....
You know there's still time to change your mind right!
Shut up!shut the hell up!shut it!shut the fuck up!
I'm just saying you can back out!
You....you got me into this in the first place so shut it!

For pits sake my subconscious is awake oh how I hate her what the hell is she thinking ...still time you change your mind... My flight is in less than ten minutes. Ten minutes away from my new life....away from home. Oh God help me.
Ping pong ping pong
What the hell....!
Oh its my phone. Shit! Mom
"Hi mom I'm abo__" I'm interrupted by a voice saying we had to be at out gates in five minutes so I just hung up she will understand I think...

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Oh my lord!
I'm in the plane. I don't really like flying it always made me feel uneasy and its my first flight with out my mom so ya....its freaking scary.
This is good for me alone time to think about what I will do, what my next move will be; so I get a peace of paper and pen out of my bag and start making plains :first show up at school on MONDAY. That's first, second and third. I can't really came up with any thing. What the hell!
That's my plan for my new town. Oh and get a job. That sounds good to me.

Hi I'm a new write. I'm not really good but I now I can get batter through time I have a lot to give and the deeper you get to this story the more you will love it. Thank you for reading :)
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