Too coward to rebel,
Not scared enough to go to hell,
I want to find my inner peace,
But I'm here, hidden under my bed sheets.
I don't wonder if suicide is the answer.
I already know it is.
But I'd like to be a great ancestor,
Who has a lot of grandkids,
I realized o don't want to die,
I just way the pain to go away.
I don't think it will ever stop,
But I hope it will, on day.
