Save Me A Spark ~~Kellic mPreg~~

~~Nine~~

~~Vic's POV~~

I knew I fucked up, I should've told Mike after it happened, but I didn't. I don't think Kellin is going to talk to me either. I should've told them sooner. This may have happened before Mike and I moved here with our mom, but I still should've told them. I stood up and walked upstairs to my room to find Kellin laying on the bed in a fetal position. He was shaking, so that told me that he was crying.

"Kellin......" He immediately sat up and looked at me with a glare.

"Why didn't you tell me?" He asked angrily as tears streamed down his face.

"Because I didn't want you to hate me."

"To late for that now isn't it?" He asked as he stood up and began putting all his stuff in a suit case.

"What are you doing?" I asked worriedly.

"I'm moving all my stuff to the guest room, I'll be staying in there."

"No, Kellin, please don't."

"Why not?"

"Because I need you." Kellin shook his head and finished putting all his stuff into a suit case before he closed it and left the room. I went after him. "Kellin, please don't do this, I'm sorry I didn't tell you."

"You should've told me before we started going out, not after a few weeks of me being pregnant."

"I know, and I'm really sorry, but Kellin, you got to remember that this was before my mom moved us here."

"I don't care Vic, you still should've told me, now leave me alone."

"No, Kellin, I need you."

"Vic, I think we should break up." My heart broke.

"No...." I said shaking my head as tears came to my eyes.

"Yes." Kellin said before he walked into the guest bedroom and closed the door, locking it when it was closed. I knock on the door.

"Kellin please, I'm sorry, but please don't do this, I need you." I said as tears started rolling down my cheeks. Kellin didn't say anything. "I'm sorry...." I said before walking away from the door and up to my room and laid down on the bed and cried into the pillows. I really fucked up and I knew it, and I don't think I was going to get Kellin to ever forgive me.

~~The next day~~

I had cried myself to sleep, and when I woke up, I didn't do anything, I felt like shit. Even though I didn't want to get up, I still did. I got up and went to the bathroom before going downstairs and walking into the kitchen to get something to eat. The problem was that Kellin was in here getting something for him to eat. He looked up at me before he went back to making him some food. I sighed sadly before leaving the room, not getting food.

I went back up to my room before I started to do the online schooling that Kellin and I were suppose to do together so that we didn't get confused. That obviously wasn't going to happen though because he wasn't talking to me. I did what I had to do for school before I got up and went and took a shower before getting ready for work. I went downstairs to the guest room and knocked on the door. 

I didn't get an answer, but I knew Kellin was in there. I had checked everywhere else before I came here. I sighed sadly before I opened the door a little and saw that Kellin was on the computer. He had turned to look at me, and I don't think he wanted me here.

"I'm leaving for work, I just wanted to let you know that you were going to be here alone for a while." I said sadly. He just nodded before he turned back to the computer. I looked at him sadly before I closed the door and left for work.

During work, I couldn't really think of anything other than Kellin. I was doing what I was suppose to, but.....I couldn't stop thinking about Kellin. I work at a music shop as a cashier, I may have not really liked it, but it paid well.

"Vic, are you okay, you look really sad." My co-worker Jack said when our break started.

"No.....Jack, I fucked up." I said as we walked out of the building to go get lunch.

"What'd you do?"

"I kept a secret from Kellin, and he found out last night, and he had decided to break up with me and now he won't talk to me."

"What was the secret?"

"I was dared by an old group of friends to go into a bar, get drunk, and then have a one night stand with someone."

"Dude, holy shit, you really fucked up, how long have you guys been going out?"

"A few months, but he ended it last night because of what I just told you."

"Why didn't you tell him when you two first started hanging out?"

"I didn't want him to hate me, but look where that got me." I said as I held the door open to the cafe that we normally ate at for lunch, his boyfriend worked here, so we got a discount.

"Hey cutie, hey Vic." Alex said.

"Hey Alex." I said sadly.

"Uh oh, do you guys want the usual?" We nodded before Alex took us to a seat and went and got our food. He came back with our food shortly after, and then sat down with us. "What'd you do?"

"He fucked up." Jack said.

"How?"

"I kept something from Kellin, and now he hates me." I said sadly as I started eating.

"What'd you keep from him?" Alex asked.

"Can we please not talk about it, I'm already depressed as it is, and I don't want to become more depressed."

"Okay, sorry, I should probably get back to work though." I nodded before he left. Jack and I just ate in silence before we went back to work. For the rest of the time while I was at work, I just kept thinking about what I could do to get Kellin back, but I couldn't think of anything. When I got off work and drove home, I went inside and found Kellin asleep on the couch.

I looked at him sadly before walking over to him and picking him up before carrying him to the guest room. I desperately wanted to carry him up to my room, but I knew he wouldn't like that when he woke up. I laid him down on the bed before I covered him up with the blanket. I kissed his forehead before I left the room, closing the door behind me.

I didn't go into the kitchen to get dinner, I just went up to my room before grabbing pajamas and going to take another shower. When I got in there, I grabbed my blade and looked at it before cutting. I hadn't done this in a while, so it hurt a little, but I enjoyed it. Kellin wasn't here to stop me, he wasn't even talking to me. I made a few cuts before I put the blade down and actually took a shower. When I got out, I covered up the cuts with a bandage before getting dressed in a long sleeved shirt. I went to bed shortly after this, and cried myself to sleep again, just like I did last night.