No Love Allowed 2.

Decisions.

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Robyn.

So it'd been two days since I'd ended what could've been. I ended a relationship that had barely blossomed, but in my opinion it was the right decision.

My mind said yes, but my heart.

Fuck...

My heart said no.

The moment I'd ran back to Amani's place, she welcomed me with open arms, but also some bad news.

Rakim was leaving. As in relocating because he didn't want to deal with the feds and all the conflict that had risen. Part of me felt as if he was also leaving because he didn't want to be constantly reminded of me, but I didn't blame him. Maybe him leaving for good would help me forget about him easier.

I wasn't sure of where he was headed to but Amani was getting ready to go and say her fairwells to him at the airport.

"So, you coming rih?" She questioned as she grabbed her black clutch bag, putting it on her shoulder as she grabbed her keys.

I shook my head. No way, I simply couldn't face him again.

Amani frowned and sat on the bed beside me, placing a hand on my shoulder as she caressed it lightly.

"Robz.. This is it, you know he won't come back, right? I know him. He's got everything he needs there anywhere."

I looked over at her, tears forming at the bridge of my eyes.

"How can he leave like that? Like I don't even exist I-" I sniffed slightly as I wiped away the tears before they rolled down my cheeks.

"If I meant something to him he wouldn't just leave without hesitation. He hasn't even called me Mina.." I said, my voice low and hoarse as I forced back tears.

"Come with me.. that way you can ask him this. If you don't come you'll never know how he truly feels. Maybe he's hurt I mean you did break up with him the day after he confessed how he felt about you Robyn." I nodded because I knew she was absolutely right.

If I didn't talk this out with him the curiosity and self doubt would eat away at me.

We were now driving to the airport and I couldn't help but feel nervous to see him. I didn't know if he was angry, mad or disappointed in me. But I at least needed to thank him for being there with me and showing me he truly gave a shit about me.

I really had grown to love him, there was no doubt about that.

"I didn't tell you this, because I didn't know when to.." Amani began, breaking the silence in the car. I looked over at her, nodding as I urged her to continue.

"Sean proposed. We're getting married Rih." She announced the good news as she looked over at me then back at the road.

My eyes widened and I couldn't help but squeal as I wiggled in my seat. I could feel tears forming in my eyes. Happy tears this time.

"Oh my gosh!" I exclaimed in excitement as placed my hand to my lips.

"I'm so fucking happy for you, damn you got a real one with you." I said and Amani giggled, flashing the large diamond ring on her finger as she steered with the other hand.

I took ahold of her hand and examined it in disbelief. Definitely worth a fortune for sure.

"I'm so happy for you Amani, I really am." Her good news had really changed my mood. I was so excited and in complete shock of the good news. All the time I'd spent with Sean and Amani there was no doubt they were absolutely perfect for each other. They were literal soulmates and Sean was madly in love with her.