Threads and Veins (tw)

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darkness becomes me
and i become darkness
i'm useless and alone
so just let me go

help me be free
a cut to split the vein
i don't want to occupy
this vessel anymore

a cut to split the vein
a cut to split the vein
release me from this pain
release me from this pain

the only thing that runs
through my head is death
i'm counting all my blessings
i'm counting every breath

please stop telling me
to appreciate what
i'm given because it's
not fucking working

this godforsaken emptiness
won't leave my mind
tear-stained hands and
bloodstained wrists

tears fall from my eyes
but nobody sees them

i can't stand living anymore

god, hell knows i'm
miserable now

drowning in this
abyss of emotionless emotions
how much more can
my battered soul take

there's a lump in my throat
and i swear i'm going to cry
but i can't let them
see me so weak

every fiber of my being
is woven into
this threadbare blanket
of depression

and i can't stand feeling this way

i don't see the point
of living in this world
when nothing's working!
nothing's working!

please
just please
release me from
my pain

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