WARNING. WARNING. WARNING.
I wrapped my arms around his neck. His breathing became heavy. Halos hindi ko na rin makontrol ang paghinga ko, mabilis na mabilis ang pagtibok ng puso ko. Para bang anumang sandali ay lalabas ito mula sa dibdib ko.
I moaned his name.
He stopped kissing me and looked at my face. I was looking at his eyes. Those black orbs that is making me drown right at that very moment. Pakiramdam ko ay sa bawat pagtagal ng tingin ko kay Jahann ay mas nalulunod ako… pero wala akong balak magpasagip sa kahit kanino man. I was drowning and I refused to be saved. I was drowning and damn, if drowning means being with Jahann, then just let me.
Hinawakan niya ang pisngi ko at pinaglandas ang hinlalaki roon.
He’s on top of me. Halos dikit ang katawan naming dalawa. Kung tibok ba talaga ng puso ko ang nararamdaman ko o sa kanya ay malabo sa akin.
“You’re driving me crazy, Cherinna…” mahinang sabi ni Jahann. Hindi ko magawang iiwas ang mukha sa kanya. All my life, kasama ko siya. I’m used to see his face. I used to admire his looks, as well. Noon ay akala kong normal lang ang bagay na iyon dahil talaga namang gwapo si Jahann. It was as if God put an extra effort when He created him.
Umangat ang isang kamay ko para hawakan ang pisngi ni Jahann. Ipinikit nito ang mata nang magdikit ang palad ko at ang pisngi niya. “I thought you’re the one who’s driving me crazy, Jahann…” halos bulong na lang na sabi ko sa kanya. His eyes were still closed and he’s actually trembling. His lips were parted a little and I can see him having a hard time breathing. Maybe he’s feeling what I am feeling, too.
Hinawakan ko gamit ang hinlalaki ko ang labi ni Jahann. Nagmulat siya ng mga mata at pinagmasdan ako.
“Creep…” he breathed. I felt his warm breathe.
“I love you…” I smiled a little. Ibinaba niya ang ulo at pinagdikit ang noo naming dalawa.
“I love you, more…” he whispered. He kissed my forehead. “I love you and I’ll do everything for you, Creep. Everything…” pinagpantay niya ang mukha naming dalawa at muling sinakop ang mga labi ko. Iniyakap ko sa leeg niya ang mga braso ko kaya naman mas pinalalim ni Jahann ang halik nito.
He trailed hot wet kisses down my throat. I couldn’st stop my self from whimpering. He didn’t hold back anything. He kissed me back to my lips and this time, he’s kissing me hard.
“Jahann…” mahinang bulong ko habang ang labi niya’y patuloy na sinisiil ang labi ko.
“You’re really a bad kisser…” he smiled against my lips. Hindi ko naman napigilang matawa. I was about to say something when he deepened the kiss. He drove his tongue inside my mouth and I moaned softly.
My hands were on his hair. Touching it’s softness. It’s unbelievably soft. I smiled between his kisses.
His lips went down to my neck and gently sucked my flesh. I closed my eyes and bit my lip. Pabigat ng pabigat ang bawat paghinga ko. Naramdaman ko ang pagbaba ng kamay ni Jahann sa bewang ko. Hinawakan niya ang laylayan ng suot kong t-shirt at itinaas iyon upang mahubad sa akin. Mabilis niyang siniil muli ang labi ko nang mahubad ang damit ko.
Tila may sariling isip ang mga kamay ko at pumasok iyon sa loob ng t-shirt ni Jahann. He’s not that muscular but he’s lean and for me, he’s already damn sexy.
“Hmm…” he groaned when my palm touched his chest. He moved away again and peeled off his shirt from his body and hastily threw it somewhere. He claimed my lips again and moaned my name. He’s kissing my cheeks, my lips, my jaw, even my chin.