Life Changes

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Joey POV

Its been a couple of days since I've been home. I havnt talked to anybody because in all honesty I hate my life right now. I can't see and its taken a big toll on me. I can't do things I could be able to do a few weeks ago. I can't play my guitar, I can't play my piano, I can't play soccer, I can't draw and the worst part is that I can't see Aiden. I can't see her expression, I can't see if she's hurting

I'm in my room  just staring at something since I can't figure out where my stuff are at. I took a foot forward and fell hard

"Fuck!" I yell in pain

"Joey! Are you okay" my mom Amy yells

"Yea mom. I'm fine" I say trying to feel for something to help my self up

"Here let me help you" my mom says

"No. I got it" I say in harsh tone mad and annoyed

"Okay" my mom says

I push my self off the floor crying not because I'm in pain but because this is my life now

"Does something hurt" my mom asks

"No" I say trying to look for my bed and my mom helps me

"Then why are you crying?" she asks

"Look at me......I'm a mess. I can't see. I'm useless" I say mad

"Oh kiddo you will be fine"

"How! Tell me how"

"You just have to try. You can learn to live pass this. Its like teaching yourself how to walk again" my mom says

"Its hard"

"I know baby but you have to try. Were all here to support you and help you" mom

I laugh and start crying again

"Here to support? Look at me I'm blind. Whos gonna wanna deal with a blind person!" I say

"We are!" my mom says

"You have to cause you guys are my parents"

"Yes because we love you. Not just us also your friends and Aiden" mom

"You really think Aiden is gonna be with me! She can have someone better who will not drag her down" I say

"Joey we...."

"Get out!" I yell cutting off my own mom

"Joe...."

"Leave.....just leave me alone" I say crying

"Okay" I hear my mom say in a sad tone

Aiden POV

Its been a few days and I'm visiting Joey. I'm just hoping that she doesn't kick me out again

As I make my way to her room I here her yell at Amy to get out.

"Amy" I say looking at her cry and I hug her

"She's really bad" Amy says

"I know" I say in pain

"I will try to talk to her" I say and walk inside her room

"I said get out!" joey raises her voice

"Its me" I say and she looks shocked

I try to step forward

"Why did you come?" she asks

"I want to see you" I say

"Leave" joey says

"What?"

"Leave.....you saw me already so leave" joey

"Why are you being like this! Why are you pushing everyone away" I say

"Because I'm making it easier for you guys!" she yells

"Well you're not. You're making it hard...none of us wanna see you like this" I say and she starts to cry

"I miss you" I say

"Well I dont...now leave" joey

"Please" I say crying looking down

"Leave....I don't want you here....anymore" Joey

"What?" I say looking up to see her 

"You heard me" joey

"Are you breaking up with me?" I say broken

"Yes....I made it easier for you" joey

"No! You can't do this" I say

"Yes I can" Joey says

"No! No you cant...not without a reason" I say sobing

"Yes I can....look at me, I'm doing you a favor by making it easy for you not having to deal with me. Now leave" joey says

"I'm not leaving" I say

"Leave" she says

"No were not broken up...you're just saying this because you're going though a hard time" I say

"Think what ever you want. I already said what I wanted to say...now leave!" joey

"Fine ill leave.....but just remember that I love you and I will be here for you no matter what AS YOUR GIRLFRIEND" I say the last part a lil louder

I walk out crying

"Your daughter is an AsSHOLE! But I love her so much " I tell both Amy and Amanda