Life Changes

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Spov
I woke up by a bad nightmare again and felt around my bed and Cam wasnt their so i went into Aidens and she wasnt their either. I walked into the living room and know sign

"Cam!!!!! Aiden!!!" i yelled and no response

"Cam!!!!Aiden!!!!" i yelled again and nothing

Tears started to form in my eyes because i couldnt find them anywher. I droped on my knees in the hallway and just broke down crying

"It was all a dream! None of it was real" i said low

"It was just a stupid dream....my family is gone forever" i say in between

I was just yelling at my self and yelling at the world to even notice the elevator doors open

"Shannon!!!!" i heared someone yell

Cpov
Its early in the morning and Shan is still sleeping. I smile just looking at her and remember last night and also the bad part of it. I walk over to her and whisper in her ear

"Im gonna go take Aiden to the park...i promise im coming back okay" i say

"Uh..hu" shan says in her sleep and i smile and give her a small kiss

While im out i should talk to Stevie and Ally and apolagize. It would also be great for Aiden to see her lil cousin Kenzie.

Its been over 2 hours already and Aiden is playing with Kenzie. I talked to Ally and Stevie and they both said they forgave me and understood my circumstances and why i did what i did. Its already 12:30 and i should be heading back to make Shan her breakfast thats if shes still sleeping. Knowing shan she would sleep in. On i ride home me and Aiden picked up pancake batter to make shan some. We get inside the elevator of Shans loft and as soon as the doors open i droped everything i had on my hands and was shocked to find Shan on the floor crying

"Shannon!!!!" i yelled and ran up to her

"Baby whats wrong!" i say holding on to her

"I thought you were actually gone" she said crying

"Shan im here i aint going anywhere i told you last night" i said holding on to her face and looking her in the eyes

"Okay" she said and whiped her tears away

"Now let's get off the floor before Aiden actually thinks somethings wrong" i say and help Shan up

"Hey kiddo" shan tells Aiden

"Mommy!!!" Aiden yells and runs up to shan and jumps on her

"Guess what!?" Aiden tells Shan

"Oh my god what!?" shan acts as surprised as Aiden

"I saw aunty Ally, aunty Stevie, and lil cousin Kenzie!!" Aiden tells Shan happy

"No way!!" shan replys back and carrys Aide. Into the room and i just shake my head and smile

"My two little kids" i say laughing walking over to the kitchen

"But were your kids" they both say back and it makes me smile

I guess ill start making us all breakfast then. I finished cooking. I made Aiden her fave chocolate chip pancakes shaped as mickey mouse and Shan the same but hers arent shaped theyre just regular

"Breakfast i sready" i yell and Shan and Aiden come out running wearing their pjs

"Yess" Aiden says with a mouthful of pancakes

"Heyyy why does she get them shaped as mickey" Shan complains

"Haha cause you aint cool mommy" Aiden says and it makes me laugh

"Im cool" shan says

"No mommy" Aiden says and Shan gives her puppy eyes

"Fine mommy you are....here" Aiden says and gives shan one of her mickey shaped pancakes

"Yessss" shan says and takes a big bite out of mickey

"You guys are so much alike it scares me sometimes" i say rolling my eyes laughing

"Yea but thats why you love us" Aiden says in a cute way

"Yes kiddo i do" i say and give Aiden a kiss then Shan one

"Ewww moms" Aiden says and runs off to her room again and we laugh and keep kissing

"Awwww i need my juice" Aiden says loud and she walks out of her room with her hands in her eyes grabs her juice then runs back to her room and Shannon starts busting up loud

"Hey" i say getting in between shans legs

"Hey" shan says back and i kiss her hard

"Lets go to the room fast" i say

"Oh really and what do you have in mind" Shan says

"Oh just something" i say and start undoing the knott of on her pjs and kiss her hard again

"What about Aiden?" she asks

"Shes gonna be busy watching lil mermaid we have time" i say

"Okay" shan says and we run to our room