This is the story about a young 13 year old orphans life. She goes through a lot of shit will it all get better or will she be consumed by the black hole she calls her mind? Will she be adopted and her life will be amazing or her anxiety and depress...
Ugh... my heads hurts so much! last time i stay up all night watching youtube.....HAHAHAH jk i crack myself up! i get up and get changed into this outfit and leave my cave... i mean room..
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I go downstairs to get some food cause food is bae. when i get to the kitchen none of my friends are there of course just my luck! Who is here... you might be asking. well it's none other than my bully's : Tracy,Cassie,Tara and my ex-bestfriend Bethany. they beat me down everyday just like the orphanage care-taker. they all do it mentally and physically. WAIT A SECOND!!!! i hasn't introduced my lazy ass. I'm Tyler one of the orphanage emo's and a secret youtubers. i have two besties here but they are never bullied only me, none of know why. my channel is TylertheAnti-social. (im so funny) i have over 3,000 subs. most of them are members of the phandom like myself. don't worry i'm not one of those crazy ones i'm pretty chill. anyway back to the present i walk into the kitchen. "hey emo cunt, drink any blood today?" bethany asks me laughing. " i don't drink blood and i'm not a cunt!" i shot back. bad idea. they kick me to the ground and keep kicking me in the stomach and ribs. they pick me up and tracy punches me in the face. they are right i know i'm a cunt i just won't give them the satisfaction. they all walk out laughing leaving me on the ground. i get up and make myself food then lock myself in my room.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~ le time skip 2 hours later~~~~
i Hate myself so fucking much. im looking in a mirror. i'm so ugly. i'm fat. i am a cunt. everything they say is so true. i get out my razors and cut 13 long cuts on my arm. as i'm going to do the 14th miss ray yells " ALL CHILDREN FROM THE AGE 11 THROUGH 16 COME DOWN!" i sigh. i'll have to finish later. I walk downstairs to the lounge that's where we're supposed to wait. cassie turns to me (tracy, cassie,and tara are 16 and bethany is 15) "why do you bother coming down?" she says smiling when the parents walk in. i start breathing heavily as my anxiety kicks in . a tear escapes my eye. " i honestly don't know..." i mumble. i have a problem with mumbling. " what was that i didn't hear you, like always why don't you kill yourself fat ugly emo?" i sigh. we all don't notice someone walk up. " i said... i honestly.. d.d.d.dd...don't know.." i look down. great know i'm stuttering again. " she asked you another question...Answer it!" tracy growls. i bacl away a bit " i..i.i.i.i.i. .d.d.d..d.d.don't kkkknow wh..what she asked..." my breathing is extremly noticiable by now. " i asked why you haven't killed youself yet emo cunt! for fucks sake just cut two deep and die no one is ever going to love you and your never going to get adopted! so fucking kill yourself!" before i can answer someone clears their throat we all turn around and there is Dan howell Phil lester Alfie Zoe and Joe and Casper behind us filming. why are they all here and philming (see what i did there)
too be continued......
~~~~~~~~~~thank you so much for reading ill update very soon i promise.
